Color Me Red (late updates)

~18~

UNKNOWN POV

To say the least I hate my father. All he cares about is power and killing my mother to get the kids to make us into soldiers.

He talks about my mother also, I know of her and I honestly can't wait to meet her at the ball. Father doesn't know about me going to the ball but I know he's planning something for mother and my siblings.

I can't wait to meet them. I am going to try and protect them the best I can.

And I know my mother is planning on killing my father I don't know why but I don't care.

And though I appreciate my father for taking care of me he never really loved me he would beat me if I didn't do something right or if I missed a training day for the mafia. I'm basically like his pup he doesn't treat me like I'm his son.

Oh and my grandmother is just the same as my father. grandma and father only work together to get my mother.

My grandmother tells me she killed my grandfather but I don't believe anything until I hear both stories.

I was taught to trust no one and I don't. On the down-low. I've been keeping track of my mother and from what I have seen. She's consumed with anger and guilt and pain.

I don't know what made her that way but I hope it goes away. I have no emotion I'm just numb the things my father does are unspeakable.

I specialize in fighting and guns. Which I enjoy but I also enjoy blades.

My younger siblings are filled with life but have anger issues like me and my mother and father I guess that runs in the family.

I do wish to have a life like that but no one will ever know that. I just wanted a happy childhood and then worried about the bigger problems but that was taken away from me once I was born.

Lorenzo Knight don of the Italian mafia he has a soft spot I just hope father doesn't find out what that is.

He takes care of them as if that were his new family which I appreciate. 

I've been watching them ever since my father told me about them which have been a couple of years ago I'm only 15 but I'm a quick learner and very tall for my age.

I found that I have a whole family, unlike this one which I hate I mean it's some decent people who are here I just don't talk to any of them.

I only speak when I want to and when I'm spoken to other than that I don't speak.

"Boss wants you." One of his men say I nodded my head and he left.

As I long out of the database of Lorenzo's cameras I put everything as it was and head to my father's office.

I knock on his door and I hear a come in and open the door.

"You asked for me father," I say blankly. "Ahh yes come sit." He says ushering me to the chair in front of his desk.

"Well as you know the ball is coming up and the theme masquerade." I nodded my head not saying a word.

"I don't need you to come." I froze I wanted to see my mother and the rest of my family.

"And why is that?" I asked knowing I would regret it the moment I ask. "Don't question me, boy!" He yelled slamming his hand on his desk. I didn't flinch I just watched him get his anger out.

I nodded my head not really caring what he says because who is him to tell me I can't go anywhere. "That's all you may leave," he says waving me off. I got up from my seat and headed to the door to see my grandmother.

I nodded my head toward her and she snarled. I rolled my eyes and headed to my room the only place to escape my father and my grandmother.

I don't know what father was thinking when he said I can't go because he has another thing coming. good thing it's a masquerade.

I went onto my bed and let my thoughts consume me as the darkness takes over.

Flashback

Today is my 10th birthday father said he had something for me I was really excited.

I had a party which was kinda good but not as much because I didn't have many friends but I have a crush and I think she likes me too, her name is Ana, too and I also have a friend named Dion but they couldn't make it.

My father men made it a little better than I expected. The party was still going and my father pulled me downstairs to the basement.

I look to see Dion and Ana. I was happy did father surprise me with my favorite people?

I went to hug them but my father stopped me from doing so. I looked at him in confusion and I see him with a smirk on his face.

I look at Ana and Dion who had tears down their faces. "what's wrong you guys?" I asked worried, they didn't say anything they just continued to cry.

I look up at my father and I see him hold out his hands it was a gun and a blade. I looked at him tilting my head.

"Todays the day you become a man, and to do that you have to kill the people you are close to, you can never get too close to people so which one do you want?" He says with a smirk. I shook my head why would my father want me to kill them? This doesn't make me a man it makes me a killer.

"do it or I will skin them until they're nothing but flesh and bone." he snarled and hit me crossed my face. that is the first time he ever hit me. I chose the gun so it can be quick and easy, so they won't feel any pain.

"I'm so sorry you guys," I say tears streaming down my face. "it's ok we forgive you." they both say tears streaming down their faces.

And with that, I pulled the trigger shooting both of them.

I woke up from my nightmare breathing hard and sweating trying to catch my breath.

god, I miss them.

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