James Cassells/Sam Bettley (and some Brusnop)

Part 16

New part is here!! Sorry if it's confusing or anything, I'm so sorry ;-; I was also thinking, any ideas on what James and Sam's ship name could be??

Sam's P.O.V

We stopped a few minutes after James had asked, Ben don't even wanted a smoke, so we stayed on the couch. My hand was still in his hair, slightly stroking so he won't snap again. James and Cameron left the bus to go out for a smoke like James had requested, Danny didn't got out of his bunk. I wanted to go outside for a smoke too but Ben won't move and since he was between my legs, crushing me against the couch I couldn't really move. Ben and I were talking shit on the people on the magazines our manager brought back yesterday. I laughed at something Ben said and my lip started bleeding again.

"Oh fuck, Ben, move, I need to go to the bathroom" I got up and ran to the bathroom. Ben joined me soon after, my lip won't stop bleeding now, my head hanging over the sink. I let some water run over my lip and sighed as I looked at Ben through the mirror. He was behind me looking at me worriedly. He shot me a suspicious glare and furrowed his brows.

"How did you managed to cut your lip doing literally nothing?" I shrugged and looked down, if I could I would have bite my lip but it was hurting really bad. My wrists were okay but my lip was hurting. James will hear about it. Now that I was up I got out to smoke, Ben followed because he don't wanted to be left alone with Danny. James and Cam were talking and the atmosphere was a bit weird, like they were hiding something from me but I forgot about it when Cam kissed my forehead before going back in the bus. Ben was talking really loudly, which heard a few glares from the people around us, but I could care less when James just took his shirt off. I quickly looked at the ground and tried to hide my smile with the cig I was smoking and I think I did good at hiding it. James looked at me and winked.

"So now that I fucked up my lungs and had some fresh air, I'm going back in the bus!" Ben slapped my ass and ran back in the bus. I looked at James and chuckled, Ben was slightly getting better, slowly, but surely. James smiled and shook his head, throwing his arm over my shoulders and bringing me closer to him. I wrapped my arm around his waist and light a second smoke. James looked down on me and frowned, I looked at him questioningly and realized he was looking at my lips. I shook my head and smiled at him.

"Don't worry about it I'm okay" James shook his head and took my head between his hand, staring at my split lip. I pulled back and rolled my eyes.

"No Sam it's not fucking okay if I hurt you" the fuck does he mean by that? I wasn't hurt, my wrists weren't hurting anymore and my lip had stopped bleeding. He took my wrists and looked at them, the bruising was a bit lighter than it was an hour ago.

"You have to tell me if I hurt you, I'm serious Sam" I sighed and looked around. No one seemed to know us and didn't even looked our way. I got on my tip toes and kissed him. He slightly kissed back but not roughly like he usually does, this kiss was gentle and I felt something jump deep in my guts. I pulled back and looked up at him. It was our first gentle kiss, wow.

"I'm okay, alright? Don't worry about me, I hum...quite liked it...if you ask me" I looked down because I knew I was blushing. James looked at me with wide eyes, surely he wasn't expecting it. He leaned in and kissed me, pushing me against the bus like the first time he kissed me. I kissed back, slightly tasting blood on the tip of my tongue. I felt all air leave my lungs, what the hell is this guy doing to me... James pulled back and looked around. He leaned in and I felt his breath against my ear, I shivered and took a deep breath.

"If we weren't on the road, I'd fuck the shit out of you, so much that you won't be able to walk for days" I felt my stomach do this flip again. James pulled back and bite his lip sexily looking straight in my eyes. I let out a sighed and looked away. James smirked and pat my shoulder before jumping back in the bus. I smiled to myself and continued smoking the cig I just light. I got back on the bus and we were back on the road. Ben was playing video games with Cam, James was spread out on the couch, scrolling through his phone. I sat in front of him, near Ben and Cam, Cam shot me a glare and a smile, crawling closer to me. I smiled at him and looked at James in front of me, he was staring at Cameron kind of angrily, was he jealous or something?

I looked at him in confusion and we had kind of like a silent discussion for a moment but James brushed it off with a shake of his head. I was used to James acting kind of weird but sometimes I just didn't got him. I heard some shuffling in the bunk area, oh. Oh. No. That's not a great idea. Danny got out of the bunk area and stood in the door way. Everyone turned to him but Ben, who was now looking down at the controller. Danny finally moved and went to the kitchen, the fridge was pretty empty, there was no beer left, no energy drink, just some bottles of water.

"Fridge's empty" I looked up at James and shook my head. Now Ben will probably snap and everything will turn to shit. Danny looked up, Cam nod at him, James was glaring and Ben was still looking down, his jaw tense, his knuckles white on the controller. Danny sighed and left the kitchen, silently going back to his bunk. We all stood there in silence, the tv still on, James still with his phone in his hand and I still had this very uncomfortable feeling. We all knew it'd be hard, but we never thought it would end this way, keeping secrets from each others, and just staying in unbearable silence.

I looked at Ben, I was so worried about him. His expression was almost blank, like he was when he told us Danny left the band. It was a complete twist from a few minutes ago when he was talking loudly, hitting Cam because he won't stopped winning the game they were playing and a tinny smile still there. Tinny, but here none the less. James touched my foot to get my attention, I knew he was mad at Danny and this Jeff guy for hitting him. But it was none of his business, it was already hard between us as band members so getting in brusnop's drama was even worse. James sighed and sat next to me. He hugged me as Cameron and Ben started a new party.

"I'm sorry for getting mad" his breath was on my neck, sending shivers down my spine. I looked at him and smiled slightly, how could I not forgive him? I can't resist him when he look at me like he's doing right now. I looked at the bunk area and sighed, maybe one of us could talk to him. I don't know what to do anymore, I'm genuinely lost. James wrapped his arms around me, looking over my head to look at the tv screen. I guess it'll be alright.

Ben's head shot up, he got up and almost ran to the bunk area with an angry glare on.