James Cassells/Sam Bettley (and some Brusnop)

Part 7

Now it's getting interesting!! :3 The picture I'm talking about in this part is in the media right there >>> (it's not even photoshoped!! but I made up the story behind it of course) enjoy!!

James's P.O.V

I woke up before Sam, just like yesterday. He had his face pressed against my ribs and his leg was across my waist, holding me in place. I kissed his forehead and he didn't stir a bit.

"Forgive me Sam" I took a deep breath and pushed him out of my bunk. I heard him fall with a loud thump and a yell, but I didn't dare look at him down there. At least he was lucky the bus wasn't moving, 'cause when Danny pushed Ben out of his bunk like that we had to drive the fucker to the hospital. 3 stitches to the head. Sam got up and hit me in the leg but I turned around and played the I'm-fucking-sleeping card, and it worked because Sam went back to his own bunk just beneath me.

What happened between us was stupid, it was great but stupid. It always have been a fantasy in my head but saying it was love was pretty quick, now that I had what I wanted, I realised it should have stayed a fantasy. And I'm not gay, I love boobs and Sam obviously don't have boobs, so I don't see why I'll be attracted to him. What I did yesterday was the most exciting and most stupid thing I did in a long while. But I had to stop it before we got head over heels and fucked like horny teenagers. I sighed and rolled over in my bunk, there was no way I was going back to sleep now.

I left my bunk and wasn't the only one awake. Cameron was there too. I smiled and hugged him good morning, we didn't talked in the morning like usual, I just scrolled through instagram and ended up scrolling through Sam's pictures. Him and Ben were always up to some dumb shit, there was a lot of pictures with Cameron and a few with me. I felt a pinch of jealousy but quickly put it aside, Sam was mine, he knew it. We weren't a couple or anything, we just had a thing going on but...I'm gonna stop it as soon as po-

"Mornin'" I looked up and smiled at Sam. He yawned and rubbed his eyes sleepily, he's really cute when he does that. Cameron got up from in front of me and hugged him, I felt a wave of jealousy hit me like a brick but tried to ignore it as best as I could. Sam sat next to me and laid his head on the table in front of us. I tried to held back a smiled and pat his back. We all heard shuffling in the bunk area and looked at each other.

"They didn't dare do that again..." I whispered in disbelief. We all agreed no sex in the bus, we already made a mess so adding sex mess to the addition was out of question. Cameron chuckled knowing as well as me that the rules we set up won't stop them (well they didn't stopped me yesterday), Sam smiled and looked at me, probably thinking the same thing as me by the smirk he shot me. But I looked away and ignored him.

"You guys better not having sex in the bus again!" I yelled to them to distracted myself from Sam next to me. The only answered I got was a muffled moan. Ew. I don't want to imagine what they're doing in there. Ugh. I'll skip breakfast today, why do they have do be so loud about it?! They got out of the bunk area a few minutes later, a smirk plastered to their faces.

"Sorry, it's impolite to speak with a mouthful" Ben giggled at his own joke. Cameron and I made a face but I didn't looked at Sam. I got up and went to the bathroom. When I got out Cameron was in my spot. Not that I mind but we all kinda had out spot in the living area, Ben and Danny obviously together, me the closer to the kitchen and Sam between Cameron and I. And this time Cameron was on the kitchen side. I bit my lip and went to my bunk. I wasn't jealous, or mad, what Sam and I had was never serious, did we ever had a thing in the beginning? Surely not. Fantasies like I thought this morning.

We played our show after a day on the road. The show would have been great if I hadn't fucked up so many times. Ben looked at me multi times, asking me "what the fuck are you doing". Sam looked at me worriedly but there was no reason, I was fucking okay, I was so okay with Sam leaning against Cameron's back when he was really into a song. Or Sam licking the handle of his bass. Fuck this guy, seriously. We finally finished the show, which meant partying. I'm so thankful to anyone who had this idea, it's the greatest thing ever.

We went to a random club and got drunk like usual, Ben was giving a lap dance to Danny (those two were like rabbits), Cameron was talking with a tall brunette and I couldn't care less about where Sam was. I was trying to hold a conversation with a blonde girl when I spot him at the bar, downing beers over beers by himself. I sighed and looked over at Ben. He was next to me and had finished his show on Danny.

"What's up with him?!" Shout Ben over the loud music, pointing at Sam. Hell if I knew, I shrugged and turned back to my blonde who's name I couldn't remember. Cam got up and left us with a wink, walking to the bathroom with the girl he found, he passed next to Sam, giving him a pat on the back and a quick kiss to the cheek. I just drank more to forget about what I just saw. Ben hit me in the shoulder and yelled nonsense to me until I caught a glimpse of what he was telling me.

"Go talk to him, he look miserable!" I shook my head, he was a grown man and could take care of himself. I got up to get another drink, the bar tender was cute, but I already had this blonde girl so that should work out. As I was waiting for my drink with the girl, I saw Sam glaring behind her. I ignored him like I did all day, yes I'm an asshole. Around 3a.m when I was drunk enough to make out with this girl, Ben and Cameron came to collect me and Sam to go back to the bus. Sam pushed Cam away and left without looking back at any of us. I left the girl at the club and left with my boys. Ben was trying to jump on Danny's back but they were both so drunk it was almost impossible for them both to make it. Sam was waiting for us outside, he was obviously freezing, so I gave him my jacket without a word. He took it and put it on, I passed my arm around his shoulders and started walking with him under my arm, following our band mates.

We made it to the bus and Sam and I crashed on the sofa. I laid on Sam's stomach, Ben was handing beers to everyone, but I didn't took it I was too busy play with Sam's fingers. I took his hand in mine and just watched him have a conversation with the others. I slightly listened to what they were saying, they were making fun of the girl Cam shagged tonight. I laughed and at that moment I saw a flash. Fuck Ben and his fucking stupid pictures, he wants to "make memories for when we'll be too old to party", what a twat. But when he showed us the pictures I laughed some more because of Sam's face.

Sam looked down at me and smiled, how could I say no to this face? He leaned in but I found enough self control in myself to push him away and get up from his laps. He shot me a confused look but I shook my head and got up from the sofa.