Alright I worked everything out and now is the new part ^^ so, I didn't talked about Sam's marriage so here it is: I'M SO HAPPY FOR HIM AND BRITTANY!!! Anyway have fun reading this part, I really enjoyed writing it and really struggled posting it~
Sam's P.O.V:
"Sam you can't do this to him!" I looked a Ben's face, his glare was matching his tone, angry. I sighed and adjusted my suit once again, well easier said than done seeing how hard my hands were shaking. I checked myself in the mirror for the millionth time, I could do it, it was the right thing to do. Cam entered in the dressing room and nod at me, whispering something in Ben's ear. Ben sighed and got up from his place on the couch behind me.
"I'll check on him, you keep an eye on this one" Ben pointed at me, still angry. Cam nod at Ben with a sad smile before he left the room. Cam turned to me and looked at me like I was supposed to say something.
"What is it?!" I was getting upset now, it was supposed to be the best day of my life and my bestfriends were ruining it with their looks and sad smiles like I was at my own funerals. Cam shrugged and sat where Ben was before. I sat in front of him, putting my face in my hands, I wasn't so sure anymore.
"Do you really think it's what you want?" No. No, it wasn't, but I couldn't admit it and couldn't go back, it was too late now. Plus it was better off this way, everyone would be happy. I felt tears start to pool my eyes as I zoned out in my own thoughts. Cameron got up and sat next to me, patting my back and giving me an awkward side hug. Why did it have to be so complicated all the time?!
"Sam, you're not only hurting him, you're hurting yourself too, and Brittany. She doesn't deserve to be pulled between you two, that's already enough trouble for everyone involved" I was now crying desperately, it happened to fast. I'm gonna miss him so much, I bet he won't ever talk or look at me again after this. He's a stubborn asshole. I looked up when Ben got in the room, his hands were covered in blood, worry washed over me instantly.
"We're gonna drive that fuckhead to the hospital before he starts bleeding over the whole decorations, he punched a window so there's a mess in the hall" I got up and ran to where Ben was coming from. I was walking as fast as I could toward the hall of the hotel we were holding the ceremony. I wasn't going to marry Brittany, I'll stay with this asshole and take care of him. We're gonna live in America, buy him that expensive dream car he's always wanted and two dogs and a-
"Oh Sam! There you are! Let's go, everyone's waiting for you, the ceremony starts in 10min!" My mom grabbed my arm and yanked me to the opposite direction. She smiled at me, she was so happy, as she dragged me I only got a glance to what was happening in the hall. There was glass everywhere, James was pacing around, covering the floor with blood. Then he was out of my sight again. More glass shattering sounds and angry screams, and it was like she couldn't hear any of it, she just kept smiling incredibly wide.
"James!"
I woke up, my heart pounding really fast I against my ribcage. I needed some air, just get my breathing back to normal. Damn it was so hot in here! I felt arms tighten around me and the person behind me turned over, their breathing over the back of my neck. I shivered and took a look at the room around me. We were still in the hotel room and I was still in James's arms. I grabbed his right hand that was laying on my stomach and intertwined our fingers. I'm alright, I'm not marrying my ex-girlfriend and James is with me.
I felt James stir behind me, his nose nuzzling in the crook of my neck. He sighed and slightly kissed the spot right under my ear. I made a slight sound and felt him smile against my skin. He put some more kisses on my neck before he looked down on me, his eyes filled with sleep but a frown clear on his face.
"Why's your heart beating so fast?" I turned to him, my head was now in his chest. I shrugged and traced over his tattoos with my fingers, I loved his tattoos, it really suited him.
"Had a...bad dream, not really a nightmare though" he nod and kissed my forehead, pushing the covers off of us. I looked down at my hips where his hands were, some bruises were apparent but I knew my neck was much, much worse due to our rough make out session yesterday. I smiled at the memory and looked up at him. He kissed my forehead and sighed.
"What you wanna do for the rest of the day?" I thought about it for a while, kiss you, then kiss you again and kiss you some more. He chuckled and mindlessly drew some patterns over my hips and back.
"How about we get some pizza, lay in bed and...go talk to Cameron" I was smiling at first but my heart stopped at the mention of Cam. What was he gonna say? Was he still mad? Please don't be mad anymore I'll do anything! He kissed me and smiled at me, I guess I'm just that easy to read. He looked into my eyes, just staring at me, that reminded me of the way he looked at me when our eyes met in my dream. I did well leaving her, imagine if we really ended up like this, me marrying her and never getting to James. I sighed and kissed him back.
"Don't worry, we'll do it together without saying anything about us...is that dream still bothering you?" I shrugged and James hugged me, he didn't know what to say, but he was there. And we'll be okay.
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James Cassells/Sam Bettley (and some Brusnop)
FanfictionWhat's going on between James and Sam is quite a thing, Ben and Danny sure aren't helping, but will it all last? Or crumble under their feet?