James Cassells/Sam Bettley (and some Brusnop)

Part 18

New part yaaaaay ^-^ I'll try to update more but I've been busy with school and stuff so I appolagize in advance if the next parts are going to take longer ^^' anyway enjoy!!

Sam's P.O.V

I woke up into James's arms, okay, how many times have I dreamed about this? I kissed his cheek, got up and left the bunk area. When I got to the living area Ben was laying on the couch, staring into space. His eyes were puffy so either he cried or didn't slept, or both. I sat down next to Cam's legs and pet Ben's hair like I did yesterday. He looked up at me and smiled, it's a small tired smile so I just slightly smiled back and got back up. Nothing much changed when James got up, morning silence, eating burgers, soundcheck, trying to avoid fights between Ben and Danny in the changing rooms and Cam hugging me and discreet glares and kisses with James but beside that it was totally uneventful. On top of that a good party was clearly needed so off we went.

It was just the usual, girls and loud music and getting drunk. I looked over at Ben, drinking or more or less drowning in his glass, I guess we'll need to help him to bed tonight. I turned to Cam, looking at me and James doing the same, I frowned and I downed the rest of my glass. I got up and left the table we were all sitting at. There was a lot of people dancing so making my way to the bar to order something else was pretty hard but I made it and ordered another bottle for me and the guys. I felt a little tipsy but nothing alarming compared to what I was going to put myself into. I felt arms wrap around my waist and kisses down my neck, I smiled and went to run a hand through his hair and- wait what.

"Cam?! What are you doing?!" I turned to him, my hand instantly going to my neck where James's hickeys were a few days ago and where Cameron's lips just were. He burst out laughing and almost started crying. I looked at James, he hadn't noticed I guess, he was still wrapped up in his discussion with Ben. I looked at Cam with an annoyed glare and payed for the bottle when the bar tender came back. She smiled at me and I winked back, she was pretty cute I guess. I walked passed Cam still fucking pissed at him. When I joined back our table I drank a huge gulp straight from the bottle, James looked at me with wide eyes but shook his head and laid a hand on my thigh under the table. I sighed and after a few minutes I felt the alcohol starting to kick in, feeling kind of hyper and giggling at nothing.

Ben was fucked up now too, so we were both laughing at a girl dancing ridiculously with James who looked grossed out by this whole thing. Cam tap my shoulder so I looked over at him, he point at the bar and there was Danny. He looked like he was just coming in so Ben didn't noticed. Maybe it'll be wiser to leave, so it doesn't end up with James having another black eye.

"Ben, go get James, we're moving!" I screamed to him over the music, he nod and got up, almost tripping over his own feet as he goes but he got to James. As we left I felt Cam's hand at the small of my back, but didn't thought much of it, I'm too drunk for this shit. Ben and James took longer then we thought so I hugged myself in a weak attempt at warming myself up because shit it was fucking cold here. I heard Ben's loud voice and laugh and turned to the door quickly, smiling brightly at James. He smiled back and shuffled my hair.

"Thank god! I was tired of this girl!" we laughed at James comment and I smiled even wider when he leaned in and whispered in my ear.

"I would've rather dance with you" I blushed and pushed him playfully. Damn if I had no self control left I would've blow him right there in front of everybody. But I'm not drunk enough to blame it on the alcohol...

"So where are we goin'?!" I was so excited now. I went to ran to the other side of the road but someone grabbed the back of my shirt and pulled me back. I glared at the hand still tightly gripping my shirt, I looked over at James and noticed Cam was also gripping my shirt. Cameron was the first one to let go but James pulled me to him.

"Sam! The fucking road!" I giggled and hugged him real quick. He shook his head and pushed me away from him, clearly annoyed. Cam sighed and Ben jump to me, pulling me to another club right next to the one we were in. When we got there it was pretty much the same, same people, same music. It was pretty boring but just a little bit more alcohol made it fun, but too much alcohol made me sick and I was around this point at this moment of the night. I couldn't find neither James or Ben when I got out of the toilet after puking. I spotted Cam and ran to him like I could when I'm wasted and sick.

"Cam, let's go, I don't feel well!" He nod and grabbed my hand to leave the club. I don't remember much of the ride to the hotel but what I remember is almost making Cam trip when I tried to lean on him when we got out of the cab. I laughed as we got in the hotel, the lady at the desk sending us an annoyed look. We got in the elevator and realized I left without James. Which means I left without the keys. Fuck me now. I groaned and Cam looked at me before giggling, sending us both into another fit of laughter. And I have no idea how I end up making out with Cam in the elevator, how did it happened. I moaned as he kissed my neck just when the doors opened. I looked over and there was James trying to open the door, I pushed Cam away from me as far as I could.

My heart was beating so hard in my chest I think James can hear it from across the hallway. I looked back at James and he just smiled at me, the door now open, waiting for me to get in. I pulled myself from the wall Cam apparently pushed me against. I almost ran to the room and straight to the toilet. I puked a bit more and felt James rubbing circles over my back. I leaned in his touch, turning around to hug the life out of him. I got up and let James help me into bed, he slipped under the covers with me, wrapping an arm around my waist and pulling me close. I know James and I aren't official, but did I just cheat on him?! When I know it's the worst thing I could've ever done to him...

I know I'm his, I have hickeys and bruises and scratches to prove it. We didn't even made love and I already fucked everything up like a horny teenager. What is wrong with me, everything was doing so well. I bit my lip and turned in his arms, facing him, he was already asleep. Now that I sobered up I could feel my heart breaking and regret filling me, making me shake in James arms. His grips on me got tighter and he wasn't quite asleep because he whispered in my ear:

"I've got you babe"