My king

Playing games?

I can't believe I'm almost seven months pregnant I thought as I laid there waiting for my ultra sound. I invited K.j to come regardless of everything he is the father. We've been communicating, but we still aren't together. Of course I still love him, always will but whats meant to be will be.

"How have you been, how are you"? K.j asks. "I've been good, ready to have Emmy" I say. The doctor then walks in. I get my ultrasound done, everything is fine. My blood pressure was high though. You wanna go get some food, ill take you to chipotle, my treat" k.j says. "I know it's your treat nigga I say" 30 minutes later were sitting down eating. Sooooooo" k.j says. "So"? I want you to move back in" he says. I stop and look at him. "We've been broken up for like a month and a half" I say. "And?, I miss you and I love you" he says. "Well how many bitches you been messing with since our break up" I say. "On God, nobody babe. "Ok" I say.

I had been staying with Britt, for the past month. I had been thinking about getting an apartment, but I gotta think about moving back in with K.j. Ion do that on and off shit, so if he want me he better be serious because we're to grown for this.

Me: hey, ima be moving back in with K.j. He bout to come help me pack.
Britt: y'all back together? ❤️😍
Me: NOPE 😂
Britt: ugh y'all tripping.

I was moved back it. It was around 6:00 when we finished. "Glad to have you back, I hate sleeping alone" he says laughing. "Whatever" I say "so we back together" he ask. "Nope" I say going upstairs. "So you ain gone get mad if I have other bitches coming over" he says laughing. "Get killed" I say "I'm just playing bae, you still mine, together or not" he says.

I made him sleep in one of the guest rooms, cause I haven't had sex since we broke up, but I decided to make him suffer for a little while. That make up sex gone be bomb as fuck though. I almost said fuck it and went and throw this ass on him. Well in won't be throwing much. I'm still small but my stomach ain't. I thought laughing.

I showered, threw on a thong and a tank top, I just washed my hair so it was still wet, and curly. He love it like that, I'm so wrong for tempting him. I went downstairs and walked past him. "Really nigga" he says staring me down. I ignored him "you hungry" I asked looking in the freezer for something to cook. "Yea I'm real hungry" I knew he wasn't talking about food. I decided to cook some hot wings, teriyaki wings, and some fries. We turned on some Netflix, ate and chilled. "Man, why you playing" he asked "I'm not playing" I said while playing on my phone "who you txtn, that nigga"? "This why we ain't together now" I said he got mad and went upstairs. I was laughing.

I'm only early maternity leave so, I got about 3months off. So I went shopping today. Got me some stuff for after I have Emmy, and I got her some stuff.
Britt: I'm in the hospital. I'm in labor😭
Me: I'm on my way

I went home to get K.j and put my stuff up. We arrived at the hospital 1 hour later. They had already taken her to have her C-section. So we waited. Her due date was a few days away anyways. 1 hour later Rodney came out and showed us pics. She was so pretty, she had those light brown eyes just like rod. I cried because I couldn't wait until my princess was born.

"I can't wait until Emery is born, and when we will be a family again" k.j said. We were just cuddling watching Beyond The Lights. "We're gonna always be a family regardless" I say. "It's not the same, like I have you, but technically I don't, why you won't get back with me? I'm sorry for the things I've said, people say shit out of anger" he says. "Man I fucking love you, you carrying my child. I've never done anything to hurt you in the 2 1/2 years, yea I've said shit that probably hurt you, but those were just fucking words." He says. "I love you too" I say.