My king

Confused

Things were going good with me and K.j at first, but now he is becoming distant. We had been spending a lot of time together, and having great sex, a lot. It's been a week since I've heard from him. I miss him like crazy.

"Girl what you thinking bout"? Britt ask. "Nothing, just thinking about what I wanna order" I say. We were at Applebee's, it was our weekly girls night out. She knew something was on my mind, but I didn't feel like talking about it. So we did our usual thing ordering everything and sharing it. We ordered 3 orders of hot wings, 2 orders of mozzarella sticks. A Caesar salad, a burger & fries, ribs & a quesadilla. I really was hungry, I had barely eaten in days. Britt got a FaceTime from Rodney ( the guy she met from Olive Garden) I was glad because I didn't feel like talking. Their convo made me think about K.j. It's been a week and I'm sexually frustrated, but I just miss him. A week might not seem long, but when you've gotten attached to them it is.
We went to the mall. I shop when I'm feeling upset. We went to rue21, Charlotte Russe, exspress, forever21 and the coach store. I needed new purses. After that I went to the food court. I needed a Cinnabon. I then decided I wanted pizza too. Britt was staring at me, I ignore her stares and order some Japanese food too. "Are you ok? Like we just ate! Why are you so hungry?" She ask " I'm fine, just hungry" I say. Of course you know what she is assuming "are you pregnant or something" she ask "hell no!" I was getting annoyed. "But how do you know? She ask "because I know I'm not" I say. I was having a major attitude today. I was letting this K.j situation really get to me. "Hey bae I'm sorry, I'm just stressed" I say. "it's ok, I feel you boo" she says. I hug her and we continue shopping

When I got home I put my food on the counter, ran upstairs to shower and put my shopping bags in my closet. After my shower I warm up my food and sit on my couch scrolling through channels. They were playing Twilight movies. Glad it was summer break, I decided not to take classes since I was on track with my classes. I was so tired, and my body was aching. I had worked everyday this week. Glad I was off the weekend.

I really don't know why I work. My grandparents are wealthy so when I was born they set up a 2 bank accounts for me to receive on my 18th birthday. One was for me to be set for life, and the other one had 20,000 in it to help pay for college. The other one had $500,000 on it last time I checked. They add $1000 on it every few weeks. I also have my own account with my money from were I work. Don't nobody know about my money but my grandparents, and my parents. I act like an average college student around everybody else. I was the only child so of course I was spoiled all my life, but I never acted like it.

I had fallen asleep. I checked my phone, it was 3 am. I was also hungry so I went and warmed up some hot wings, and some of the Japanese food from earlier ,after I ate that, I was wide awake. So of course my mind went straight to K.j. I just don't understand how somebody can make you feel like a queen one day and just stop talking to you. I was thinking that maybe he found somebody else, and that's what scared me. I started overthinking everything to the point were I cried myself to sleep.