My king

Big surprise

"Congratulations, you're pregnant" the doctor says. Tears filled my eyes. "Wait.... What"? I say. "Yea you're about 2 months, congrats" the doctor says leaving the room. I was so shocked, being pregnant was the last thing on my mind. I wanted to be married first, I wanted to be Atleast in my 30's. I'm only 21, still in college. I'm not ready for this. I should've been on birth control, it was my fault. My mind was going so crazy that I didn't even hear K.j walk in. "Bae, what's going on"? "You got your wish,..... I'm pregnant about two months" I say. He started smiling "I'm so happy right now" he says, but it quickly left his face when he saw my expression. "Aren't you happy" he asked "yes baby" I lied. He was so happy and I didn't want to ruin it for him. "I just wanna go to sleep" I say, I quickly turned over and cried myself to sleep.

It's been a few weeks since we found out. I haven't told anybody yet, and I told k.j not tell anybody because I wanted to surprise them, but really I'd didn't want to talk about it. K.j was so happy, always rubbing and kissing my belly, I did the best I could to be happy around him. Babies are a blessing, but to be honest I'm scared as hell. I know I will be a good mother, we're more than financially stable, but I'm still scared. I got 7 months to mentally prepare for this.

"I'm getting so fat" Britt says. It was our weekly girls night out. We haven't had one in a few months. "You still cute bae" I say. It was true she was so cute pregnant, and she was glowing so much. I hope I be like her when I start showing, I thought to myself. I still haven't told her yet. She was 6 1/2 months, but surprisingly she wasn't that big. "Well we finally decided on Caitlyn ivy Jackson" Britt says "awww, that's beautiful I say" we were at a pizza place. "What would you ladies like to drink"? Our waiter says "sweet tea" we both say at the same time. "Will you need more time before you order" the waitress ask. "I'll have the chicken Alfredo sandwich with Banana peppers, and a slice of pepperoni pizza" Britt says " I'll have a pepperoni calzone with extra cheese and mushrooms, and a Greek salad" I say. I was sooo hungry. "Can you add a slice of pepperoni pizza to mine too" I say. They had the best pizza here. "So what's been up with you, haven't heard from you in a few days" Britt says. " nothing much, mostly work" I say casually. "Mhmmm, it's something different about you" she says. "Mhmmmmm" I say as our food arrive.

After dinner we decide to go baby shopping, it was fun, regardless I can't wait to find out what I'm having so I can start shopping. Britt bought so much baby stuff it was crazy. How can you spend $800 in one store, in less than an hour.

When I got home, I decided to wash clothes and clean up. K.j was on 8 to 12, and wouldn't be home until 12 tonight. It was 9:30 so I continued cleaning and stuff. When I got done it was 12:00pm I went and took a shower. I stared at myself naked in the mirror. I didn't look preg, but of course I wouldn't be 3 months until the day after tomorrow. I tried to imagine myself pregnant, and I couldn't picture it. "You look beautiful" k.j says hugging me from behind. I didn't hear him come in. "I can't wait to see you get bigger, I'm the happiest man alive. I have a beautiful gf, a nice house, a good job were I'm able to afford anything we need/want, and now that we have an addition to our family, I'm beyond blessed. "I thank God for you, and for you carrying our child, I love you, more than words can describe" he says. I started crying because I still haven't accepted the fact that I'm pregnant, I felt so guilty. "I love you too baby, more than you'll ever know" I say as he wipe my tears. I fall asleep crying in his arms

"Let's get new phones" k. J says while we're in the shower the next morning. "Okay" I say. 40 minutes later we were at Verizon. We ended up getting the iPhone 6, he got the 6 plus. "You hungry baby" he asked as we were driving. "Yes, but idk if u want some hot Honey mustard chicken strips from zaxbys or a deluxe burger from mcdonalds " I say. "You can get both baby" he says laughing. "Also we need to go get you a new car since we have a baby on the way, you can keep your beetle, but you need a four car door so it'll be eAsier to put a car seat in" he says. I'll take you home so you can eat and nap, we'll come back later.

I didn't feel like coming back out so we decided to go the next day. Once we got there I couldn't decide on what I wanted. I decided on a burgundy range rover. I ended up trading in my beetle. No need for two cars, because the baby will be with me a majority of the time. I was enjoying my new car. As I was driving I told bae I wAs going to get food, and I would bring him something

After I went home I ate and of course went to sleep. If I'm not working then I'm eating and sleepy.

Today I have a doctors appointment I'm 3 1/2 months. Everything is fine, and my baby is healthy. My doctor told me I should know the sex my next appointment. Me and k.j decide to go baby shopping. I still haven't told anybody yet. We just went to look since we don't know what we're having. As we're riding to the store I take a pic of us and post it in Instagram with the caption "shopping with bae @ king_k.j ❤️💳💵👫" once we got there we started looking at cribs and other stuff. I decided to buy some stuff for Caitlyn since I don't know what I'm having yet. After that we went to have lunch at a cafe. I was craving a chicken Caesar salad and a club sandwich. " what do you want the baby to be"? K.j asks while we're eating. "I'm just praying for a healthy baby" I say casually. "I want a princess" k.j says "hmmmmm" I say eating my food.

As we're riding back home "babe I want ice cream" I say "ok" he says. I got some Key lime pie ice cream. It was so good. Once we got home it was only 5:00 so I went to our future baby room, and sat and started crying. Not because I was sad, but because I was scared. But knowing how happy this pregnancy made k.j made me happy. His happiness means everything to me. "You ok"? K.j says sitting me on his lap. "Yea, I'm just scared" I say "I know you are, but know ima be by your side every step of the wAy" he says. We just sat there in silence I guess both deep in thought. I must have fell asleep because I woke up in my bed. It was 8:00. So I went and showered, looking in the mirror my stomach is getting round, it was cute low key. K.j was cooking when I came downstairs. Bacon cheeseburgers, they smelled sooo good. I ended up eating two of them.

Me, k.j, rod, and Britt were hanging out one day at the beach. Britt looked sexy in her bikini and her baby bump. Thank god I wasn't really showing yet. Hopefully nobody would notice. I put on a one piece just in case. "So how is your pregnancy going" I ask Britt "it's been the best thing that has ever happened to me, I'm so in love with her, feeling her move is everything" she said tearing up. I started crying too because I want to feel happy about mine. "Why are you crying" she says laughing, "because I'm happy for you" I say. "I wish you could experience this with me" she says. I look at k.j and smile. "Let's go in the ocean" I say grabbing k.j hand. We played in the ocean for bout a few hours then left. We were meeting Britt and Rodney at heir house because rod was grilling for us and a few friends.

Once we got to their house I saw a few people I recognized like Jocelyn and her boyfriend. I noticed a female keep looking my way, but I didn't pay it any attention. Everybody was eating and having fun, when I noticed a familiar voice "look at them" I looked dead a k.j ex gf. I look at her like tf you doing here. "Problem"? I say "she laugh and walk away. "This the bitch I was telling you about "I say to Britt. Man she dating one of Rodney's cousin, but if I knew I wouldn't have invited her, I'm sorry "Britt say " it's not your fault" I say. "Talking about me or nah? I'm bout to just whoop yo ass and get it over with" she says getting up. "Yes, I am" I say getting up. Everybody get quiet. "Bae chill" k.j says grabbing me "fuck off me" I say pulling away from him. " I am so tired of this bitch" I say walking up to her. "You got a problem, then address the shit! I'm right here!, you here with a nigga but tryna beef with me about MY nigga, fuck outta here! Hit me then since you finna beat my ass" I say. She push me & I start hitting the fuck outta her "bae you fucking pregnant chill" k.j says grabbing me "wait.... Huh" Britt and rod say at the same time. "Yea I am" I say quietly I was gonna tell y'all when everybody left. "That bitch ain pregnant" k.j ex gf yell. "Unlike you this is his child, fuck out my face before I hit you in yo shit again" I yell "Man control ya bitch" rod say to his cousin. "Aye bruh we leaving, I'm sorry, I didn't know about this" his cousin say.

"I'm sorry for ruining y'all party" I say as everybody leaving an hour later. "I would've did the same thing" Britt says. "You ok" k.j says "I'm fine" I say. "I'm sad that you hid your pregnancy from me, but how far along are you"? Britt ask. "I'll be four months soon" I say quietly. We continue chilling for a couple more hours, and we go home