My king

4-5-14 ❤️

I woke up at around 11:00 a.m I quickly got up because k.j would be here around 1:00. I don't need to clean my apartment because i keep it clean. I
Went to brush my teeth and put on my face mask. I went to my closet and just stared because I didn't really know what to wear. I didn't know if we would just chill or go out. I decided to go with a pink tube maxi dress, and some nude colored sandles. I decided to take a 20min shower, my hair is curly so I just decided to wash it, & put it in a messy bun. after I was done. I just sat in my towel for about 30min thinking about k.j. Relationships scare me, even though we were not together. Eventually we could be. I realized it was after 12 so I quickly put on my clothes, sprayed on some perfume and looked in the mirror. Baby girl you're a blessing I told myself lol. I decided not to put on any make up because I didn't feel the need to put on any.

It was about 12:30 I was nervous as hell . I decided to turn on Netflix and find something for us to watch, I called Dominoes and ordered 2 large pizzas, hot wings, and stuffed cheesy bread. I then lighted some candles because I love candles from bath and body works. The pizza came around 12:50. I took it to my room, K.j would be here soon. So I go look in the mirror one last time.

It was around 1:oo when my door bell rang. I got hella nervous only to find out it was Britt ass. She was like I just wanted to see what you had on. My girl looking sexy af. I was like bye girl gone before he get here. She left, I went to my fridge and grabbed a couple of drinks and took them to my room. My door bell rang again. I took a deep breath and went to open it

When I opened it stood the finest nigga I've ever seen. He walked in and gave me the biggest hug. K. J was tall and considering I'm 5'2 I found that very attractive. I lead him upstairs to My room. We just say there starting at each other. The way he stared at me had me turned on so much. "What do you want to watch"? He takes the remote and starts going through the movies. We ended up choosing a scary movie. We ate the food and talked about everything. Eventually he laid down and pulled me to him to cuddle. I've never felt so happy being with a person like this before laying there with him made me feel like nothing else mattered.

He ended up getting on top of me and we started kissing, like the nigga was going in, kissing all on my neck and everything. I'm not the type to rush things, but if things went far I wouldn't even stop him. Smh. I was having all kinds of thoughts while he was kissing on me. I was getting soooo turned on. He slips his hands under my dress and starts rubbing on my thighs while still kissing me. I was thinking, damn I'm glad I shaved this morning. His hands start going farther up till eventually he was at my thong. He then put them mfs to the side and starts rubbing and fingering me. He's still kissing me and I'm moaning and shit. This goes on for an hour. We didn't have sex, but I wanted to. After that we cuddled some more, and talk for a few more hours. I fall asleep in his arms, after a few more hours he says that he has to go. I walked him to the door, and he kisses me goodbye
Before I'm even back up stairs I get a text
k.j : I miss you already
Me: I miss you too
It's about 10:00 p.m so I decide to shower and call Britt to come over. First thing her ass do when she came over was go straight to my fridge to eat the leftover pizza. I told her what happens except the intimate part I felt that should be between me & k.j
Britt: sooooo i think you love him
Me: how is it possible to love somebody after a month though?
Britt: baby it's possible. You know the guy I met at Olive Garden? Well we been talking every since and were actually together. It's only been a month but I have strong feelings for him.
Me: omg awww I'm happy for you
We talk for bout an hour longer, and she leaves. I go do homework for a while, since I can't sleep I get on twitter for a while, I see my ex tweeting about loyaly. Tf? He cheated on me with 2 bitches. I rt them & laugh and check my Instagram. I uploaded the pic I took earlier before k.j came. I put my phone on the charger and went to sleep.