My king

Personal ❤️

So Mother Nature decides she wants to visit today. I'm mad af. I've been mad all day ugh. It's been raining hard all day. Work was slow, my shift was from 9a.m to 6pm.
As I pull up into my front yard, I decide to just chill in my car for a while. personal by Jessie J starts playing. I'm singing along all in my feelings

"🎶No I'm not a liar
Just don't know how to tell you the truth, All we need is time. We don't know why we do what we do,
But we do. On a night like this
Just don't know what I'm trying to prove. No we can't predict
The reasons why we do what we do
But we do"🎶

This song always makes me think about my baby. I miss him so much. The last two weeks have been hectic. I've been working everyday, and he been having football camp. So we've barely seen eachother. Glad it's Friday, and I'm off until Tuesday.
I finally decide to get out the car, it's raining so hard. So much for having my hair straightened. I checked the time & realized I stayed in my car for 2 hours.

I don't know what's been going on with me lately. I just haven't been feeling myself. I just been feeling sad.

I go to check my fridge to see what I would cook, and noticed I needed to go grocery shopping. Like ain't have shit. How did I let that happen. I hear my phone ringing. It was a FaceTime from bae. We was on FaceTime for about an hour. He says he's coming to stay the night with me. I instantly get happy as fuck, but then realized I'm on my period. None for me this weekend.

1 hour later k.j arrives with gifts, and roses. I love him so much. He knows exactly how to make me smile. He spoils me so much, but I also spoil him. I decide ima cook for him tonight instead of buying food.

Bae? I need to go grocery shopping. I say. "Well let's go, I'll drive" he says. We arrive at Walmart 30minutes later. I'm tryna get stuff on my list and this nigga playing. "Stop playing nigga" I say. He keep grabbing my ass, and tryna kiss and stuff. "Baby what you wanna eat tonight"? I ask "whatever you cook, I really wanna eat you, but unfortunately I can't" he says while grabbing my ass. "You'll survive" I say. Hell he put more stuff in the buggy then I did. As I got to pay, "I got it" he says. "It's my house so I should buy my own groceries" I whine. He gives the cashier his card before I can pull out mine. "I hate you" I say frowning. He kiss me "no you don't" he say smiling

After we get back, I decide I need to shower. "Put the stuff up, but leave the chicken out" I say as I'm walking up stairs. I grab a t-shirt, panties, and my bath stuff and head to the shower. I decided to wash my hair to since the rain got me and it was curling back up. That shower felt amazing. After about 40 minutes. I got out. I noticed bae had fallen asleep in my bed. I know he had to be tired. I put my clothes on and go give him a kiss. He was so cute sleeping. He really was sexy. Dark skinned, about 6'2, tattoos, perfect smile/teeth. He was perfect, and treated me like a queen. I was so in love with him, and that scares the hell out of me. I wanted to spend the rest of my life with him, something I've never said before. I give him another kiss on the forehead, go downstairs to start cooking.

I decided to make some smothered chicken, rice, macaroni & cheese, green beans, and a key-lime cheesecake. I go upstairs to check on bae, I noticed he was in the shower, so I went to finish cooking. Bout time I was done cooking bae was coming downstairs in his boxers, he so cute. I fix our plate and we go find something on tv. The twilight marathon was on. "Ugh we gotta watch this"? He says laughing. "You damn right" I say. "Damn that food was good, ima wife yo ass" he says. "That's the only reason why"? I asked as I load the dishwasher. "Nah, it's so much more that that. You're beautiful, loyal, and you make a nigga happy. You got a bright future, you got goals, and work hard. You treat me like a King, and you make sure all my needs are taken care of. Plus ya sex game bomb af, but all jokes aside, ima marry you one day, I love you Noel. He says. "I love you more baby" I say as I go sit on his lap. I guess I fell asleep, because I woke up in my bed to the smell of breakfast. Aww, I guess he carried me upstairs.

I brush my teeth/wash my face & head downstairs. I see cheese grits, bacon, & eggs. "Morning love" he says kissing my forehead. "We going shopping today" he says. "Yaaayyyy, " jumping into his arms. He sits me on the counter while he fix our plates. After we finish we watch tv for about an hour. "Go get ready" he say. I go jump In the shower, when I get out I wrap my towel around me and go straighten my hair. "Baaaaeeeee" I Yell "come pick me out something to wear" I say. I was only halfway done straightening my hair. "What you wanna wear"? He ask "just pick out something." 15 minutes later he says "you got too many clothes, half of em still got tags on them, that's ashame". I just look at him and continue straightening my hair. I finally finish. I noticed he picked out a white crop top, some high waisted jeans. "You must want us to match" I say noticing his white shirt and jeans.
I go put on some makeup and perfume. After 3 hours I was ready.

We arrived at the mall around 3:00. "I need to go to bath and body works" I say. "We can go wherever You wanna go today, I'm paying" he say. "Ugh, well I'm paying for dinner then" I say "nope" he says. "When you're with me you ain't paying for shit". I felt bad, because I have my own money. I went to forever 21, Charlotte Russe. "Bae go get me some cookies" I say "ok" he says. I quickly walk into the shoe store. I got k.j 3 pairs of shoes, and bought him a few shirts, and pants from the polo store. "Where you been"? "Here" I say as I give him the stuff I bought him. "Why you did that, today is your day bae" he says. "No today is our day" I say. "Damn I love you girl".

After we finished shopping we went to Olive Garden. I order two platters of calamari , and stuffed mushrooms. That's all I wanted. He ordered pasta, and I ate some of that too.
As we were eating I noticed some bitch keep looking at k.j. I have her my Bish whet? Face & she quickly turned away.
We decide to go to the park. I notice the same femal that's was at the restaurant walking up to is "so she the reason why you won't return my calls/texts" she say " you damn right, we been broke up for two years, move tf on damn" k.j said. Meanwhile I'm looking at this bitch like dafuck? " we was gonna get back together until this bitch came along, and now you all in love or whatever, I be seeing y'all around acting like y'all so happy" she say " first off bitch who tf is you" I say " bae chill, that's my ex, get in the car" he say. I pushed him out the way continuing . " second off u don't even know me, and bitch we ain't acting we are happy" I say laughing. " stfu hoe, I can take him of I want, believe that" she says laughing. " bitch try it" I say. "Man bruh get tf always from my damn girlfriend, you fucking made me think that your child was mine for a year, I don't have nothing for you, now you better leave before she beat ya ass and I'm not stopping her, and you can stop lying I haven't talked to you in over a year" k.j says. "Her lil behind won't beat my ass" she says. She pretends like she bout to hit me, and I pop that bitch dead in the mouth "who won't"? I say. K.j grabs me and put me in the car. She screaming "get out the car hoe" I get out the car, " what ima fight you for? He mine, but if you keep running ya damn mouth im finna beat ya ass straight up" I say " man bye" she says and walks away.

"Sorry she ruined your day" k.j says as we walk into the house. " you better control ya hoes before I beat you and them I say walking into my room, locking the door. I shouldn't be mad at him cause it's not like he told her to come, but somehow I'm still pissed. I FaceTime Britt and tell her what happen. "Man wtf, it always some bitch tryna mess up something when they see they ex happy with somebody else" she say. "Man I had to remember that I stopped fighting years ago" I say. " she straight tried me man, ain even plan to hit her, but when she acted like she was gonna hit me I lost it" I say. We talked for an hour.

I go shower, put on one of k.j's shirts, and after 2 hours decide to unlock my door, I go downstairs to see k.j sleeping on my couch. I felt bad for getting mad at him. I get on too of him, and start kissing him until he wake up. "Baby, there ain nothing going on with me and shanta, we dated 2 years ago, I broke up with her because I thought our, well her daughter was mine. I found out she was cheating on me the whole time with one of my cousins, ain't talked to her in over a year I swear bae." He says " I believe you, i was just jealous, I don't know why but I was. It ain't like she was cuter than me me" I say "bae, I only got eyes for you, you don't ever have too worry about me going anywhere" he says I start kissing him before he can continue. "I know baby" I say as I cuddle up with him.