The past year(a poem)

The past year

This song is about

The past year of my life

This is a song that

Took so long to write

Cause when your the servant

You're the sick

It's hard to find the words

To describe what it's like

When everyone wants to see you hurt

This song is to

To the girl who saved me from breaking

Why'd you leave before the ones who broke me?

And to that fucking group of maniacs

Who had to break my family

To the school who didn't give a shit

When I told them I was in pain

To every friend I've ever had

Why did you walk away?

All I know

Is things are not the way that they used to be

Oh it hurts

Im missing you when you were right in front of me

And I'm so lost

I'm fighting tears again

And you're so far gone

I wanna go back to when it all began.

To the girl who was in love with me

Just think about those days.

You said you'd love me forever

And remember me for always .

You once held my hands and said

"You're what makes live worth living for"

But that's not what you thought

As you walked out the door.

This song is to

The people who talk shit on me

Did you ever hear my side?

To the girl who thinks I used her

To get back at my last bride.

To the ones who claim they hate me

They never really gave me time.

For the days that no one heard from me

I was just trying to survive.

And all I know

Is things are not the way they used to be

And oh it hurts

I'm missing you when you were right in front of me

I'm so lost

I'm fighting tears again

And you're so far gone

I want to go back to where it all began.

I'm holding onto you so please

Don't let go.

And I know I'm crazy

For believing you'll still show your face

As I'm still sitting here alone

I'm kind of hoping you'll still show

But is it to absurd to think

That you're still someone I know?