George is a stressed out high school student trying to avoid his problems...one night he goes on a walk to get away from school work but he never expected to meet someone who would soon be very important to him....
TW: drinking, verbal ab𝚄se, ab𝚄se, self harm (for the beautiful people who can't read this there will be a simple explanation at the end of this chapter)
I saw my mom standing there with an empty bottle of alcohol in her hand
"Fuck" I said under my breath
"Welcome ~hic~ home"
"Hey mom uh I've got a lot of work to do so I'm going to go" I started to walk away
"COME BACK HERE GEORGE DAVIDSON"
I stopped in my tracks and turned around now facing the door instead of having my back to it.
"I thought you said ~hic~ that you finished your homework" "First you leave me all alone ~hic~ by myself to go hang out with that friend of yours AND NOW I FIND OUT YOU'RE LYING TO ME?!?"
Her words were laced with venom and her eyes were filled with rage, uncontrollable rage.
"I-I'm sorry I really did finish my homework I swear"
"LIKE ID BELIEVE A FAILURE LIKE YOU ALL YOU KNOW HOW TO DO IS MESS UP"
"I'm sor-"
"SORRY ISNT ENOUGH IT NEVER IS" she walked up to me making me go to the wall behind me
"YOU THINK I EVER WANTED YOU? DID YOU EVER THINK THAT I LOVED YOU?!?" She grabbed my collar "I WISH THAT I NEVER GAVE BIRTH TO YOU"
she was clutching her fist and raising it up to punch me but I dodged it. Which only causes her to be more angry
"YOU DESERVE THIS SO DONT DODGE IT" She punched me and then slapped me I pushed her off me
"ITS NOT MY FAULT THAT YOU HAD ME ITS YOURS AND MAYBE JUST MAYBE IF YOU SHOWED ME LOVE AFTER DAD DIED AND SUPPORTED ME I WOULDN'T BE LIKE THIS"
I walked away and went to my room and locked my door then went into my bathroom and locked that too
I opened a small jewelry box I had and well let's just say it wasn't jewelry that I was grabbing
I started to draw the lines doing it over and over again think about why I was here
I'm worthless I cant do anything right I cant... I cant... I cant breathe I feel like collapsing my head is pounding to the point that I cant stand it.....but it's fine right?? I deserve this, I deserve this pain I'm feeling in fact I deserve way worse than this....
I went downstairs knowing that my mom would be collapsed on the couch and then I grabbed a plastic container putting ice and water in it, trying not to cry loudly.
I went back to my room and put my hand in the ice water keeping it there freezing it until it burned.
After I made a couple of minutes I saw my phone light up and looked
Lover boy💚
Hey! I wamted to make sure you knew this but.... I love you And you're perfect and beautiful I love you so much and I hope you sleep well goodnight my love
Dream.... Why do you love me I don't deserve your love I deserve you Not at all....
I love you too dream I always will Thank you for always being there for me goodnight<3
I should stop... ...for Clay
I got up and went to my bed instantly falling asleep, excitement ran through my veins at the thought of seeing dream tomorrow...
(565) This is just a short chapter but the next one will be out soon!
Short summary: George went to his house and his mom instantly yelled at him for many things that she won't remember George went to his room and started to do self harm then dream messaged him telling George how much he loved him George stopped doing what he was doing and went to sleep because he didn't want to disappoint another person
Anyway I hope you all have a good day/night, your all worth it I promise you will and can get through whatever you're going through.
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