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TW: suicidal thoughts and slight depression3rd person POV:
When George got home he went to his room and started to think about what had just happened for some reason whenever he thought about Clay he blushed not knowing why...He decided that it would be best to try and get his mind off of Clay and focus on attempting his homework.
George POV: (sorry for switching a lot)
All I have to do are these stupid problems why can't I just do it... I'm so stupid I don't understand how to do this... I'm never going to be able to make my mom happy she's going to be so disappointed in me... maybe if I payed attention I would understand it and my mom wouldn't be so sad.
My eyes became heavy, I looked at my phone to see what time it is I was shocked to see that it was already 2am "I guess I'll just go to sleep for now" I said quietly to myself and went to bed.
I woke up in a place I didn't recognize it was a nice calming place. There was a pond surrounded by trees with the sound of birds chirping the grass was green and the weather was nice I was laying down and staring at the sky.
Suddenly I heard rustling in the trees. I sat up and turned my head when I saw a man standing about ten feet from me he was wearing a lime green hoodie and Jeans, he had a weird mask on it had a creepy anonymous smile.
I got up and asked who he was suddenly he just started telling me things that I already knew but was too scared to admit to myself..
"Why are you so stupid"
"You're annoying"
"No one would want to be seen with you"
He started to walk towards me gradually getting faster and faster as he continued...
"You have no friends absolutely no one cares about you"
"You are worth nothing"
"DUDUDU"
"You don't deserve to live"
"DUDUDU"
He was right next to my face as he said
"You should just end it all"I woke up from my alarm "DUDUDU" I turned it off because of how annoying it was but was grateful that it woke me up from that horrible dream.
I looked at my phone seeing a message from Nick or Sapnap as I liked to call him he was my best and only friend
"What time are you leaving your house for school?"
"Want to walk together?""Sure, and I'll be ready in 10, meet at my house?"
"Yup"
I got up realizing that I had school (thanks to Nick) I got up and as I was getting ready I couldn't stop thinking about my dream and how all the things it was saying were true. I picked up my hoodie and pants 'this should be good It is freezing outside' I changed into the clothes and went to brush my teeth, I grabbed my school bag and went downstairs.
"Hey George"
"Hi mom" I get a text from someone I checked who it was,
Sapnap "I'm here" it said. "Bye mom Nick is outside waiting for me"
"Okay bye George try to get your grades up especially your math grade"I sighed and walked away
she just doesn't know how much stress she gives me from those words3rd person POV:
George saw Nick and waved to him "
Hi gogy" Nick said
"Hi sippycup"
"Stop calling me that"
"Stop calling me gogy then" he turned his head dramatically then Sapnap and George started to laugh hysterically while walking."I heard that there's going to be a new student today" Sapnap said
"Really?"
"Yea, apparently they're a senior from what I've heard"
"Cool"
Sapnap and George started to walk to school as they carried normal conversations.George POV:(again sorry for switching)
Sapnap started to talk to me about his game that's coming up since he's in the football team (I know what you're thinking "how is he friends with a popular kid" honestly I don't know either I guess it's just Sapnaps fault for always talking to people who don't want to be talked too.)
I didn't care about what he was talking about because I still had my dream stuck in my mind I couldn't stop thinking about it and what the guy in my dream was telling me "you are worth nothing" maybe he's right I am worth nothing I should just end it all...
"George!" "Georgeeee" "ohhh gogyyy" "GEORGE" that seemed to get my attention "AHH""What we're you thinking about that made you space out so much geez"
"Nothing don't worry about it" I said with a smile
When I looked in front of me I saw that we had arrived. When we walked into the school I had a feeling that I was going to regret coming to school today.
I looked around and didn't really see a lot of people I mean we did come too school 20 minutes early but you'd think that there would be more people.
Then I saw a group of girls maybe about 6 or 7 they were standing and looking at something or someone.
"I wonder what that's about let's go check it out" he said grabbing my arm and taking me with him. When we we're finally able to see what it was my eyes had opened in shock and my heart started to pound, it felt like I was going to explode when I saw Clay standing there in the middle..."GEORGE!" He yelled he looked happy to see me for whatever reason "ahh sorry ladies but my friends here so I'm going to go" he said as he grabbed my hand and dragged me away, Sapnap was there in awe of what just happened.
I had no idea why he did that but after we got out of sight from the girls we stopped and Clay turned to me and said "hey, sorry for that I owe you"
"Uhh I- um i-it's fine"
"Wait.... WHAT? WHY ARE YOU HERE?"
I suddenly realized that CLAY the man I spilled hot chocolate on is in front of me at my school.
"Oh umm I didn't tell you? I just moved here"
"RINGGGGGG" the bell rung and it was time to go to class.
I sighed and put my head down (real reason being that I didn't want Clay to see my blush) "I'll see you around Clay"
"W-wait!""Yeah?"
"Can you show me around the school I don't know where to go or what to do"
I sighed and thought
this is going to be a long day.(1105)
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