BINIBINI SERIES NO.2: Elle Jymm Rodriquez [On Hold]

CHAPTER 10

"Do you want me to call someone?" Tanong Niya nang makapag pahinga kami sa condo ko.

I didn't answer, I didn't know what to do, who to call and what to say.

"Okay, i'll be outside" nang makalabas si Louise Kung ano ano nanaman Ang pumasok sa isip ko.

I know I am mentally and physically stressed out, and I know na Hindi iyon makabubuti para sa batang nasa sinapupunan ko.

I step out my room and found Louise at the living room, mukhang wala syang planong matulog.

"Beb?" I called, almost crying

"Are you okay na?" Tanong Niya.
I told Louise everything, except for his name, I know Louise, she will do anything to find the guy, but I told her it's my fault because I wasn't drunk, I took advantage. I was the one to blame.

I cried on her arms as she makes me understand my situation. Pakiramdam ko tuloy kulang Lang ako ng kausap. She made me understand, she made me feel safe, and she made me think about the innocent child in me.

This child is mine, and I have to take care  of her or him no matter what.

After that night, sa halip na mag review ay itinutuon ko Ang pansin sa pag aaral tungkol sa pag bubuntis, i tried not to eat too much sweets but from time to time I had my cheat day,

Natapos Ang fashion show ni Hani nang Hindi manlang ako pinupuntahan ni Mommy.

"Why were you with that girl at Hani's event Kian?" I frown at him.
Siguro Hindi nya napapansin pero madalas ko syang masungitan.

"Your books are dusty, why aren't you reviewing?" Tanong Niya saka tinignan Ang hawak Kong chocolate.

"Why are you answering me with another question?" Ibinaba ko Ang hawak saka naglakad papunta sa kanya.

"You gained weight" Aniya at Hindi manlang sinagot Ang tanong ko.

He noticed.

"You finished almost 4 boxes of pizza a day, you got tons of chocolate on your fridge and Louise always give you the food you wanted, sa isang Sabi mo Lang ibinibigay nya" Aniya, stating a fact. Like he's been investigating me and now his about to plead me guilty.

"Are you pregnant?" He ask with his frowning face.

My body stiffened, not because of what Kian asked me but because of the lady who just entered my condo.

"Who's pregnant?" Mommy?

Nanigas ako sa kinatatayuan ko. Subrang takot Ang nararamdam ko nang lumapit sa akin si Mommy.

She looked at me from head to toe. I was only wearing a sweat pants and a cotton shirt.

Apat na buwan... Kung kabisado ni Mommy Ang original Kong body shape ay malalaman niya Ang pag babago ng katawan ko.

"You're pregnant Elle?" I didn't know what I saw in my mother's eyes.

Is it anger? Loathe? Disgust? Disappointment?

Hindi pa man ako nakakasagot ay naramdaman ko na Ang pang huhusga Mula sa kanyang nga mata.

Kasabay ng paglapat ng kanyang palad sa aking pisnge Ang pag tulo ng aking mga luha na matagal Kong Hindi ipinakita sa kanya.

"How dare you?!" Then she slapped me again.

Halos mabali Ang leeg ko sa lakas Ng sampal Niya.

"Seeing you right here Mr. Vasquez making me think that you ruin my daughter's life!" Mommy stated.

Did she think that Kian's the father of my...

"Ti..." I stopped Kian before he could say something that could ruin his life.

I know mommy, ipipilit Niya Ang gusto niyang mangyari, Ang pinapaniwalaan Niya Ang palaging Tama para sa kanya.

"Kian's not the father mom" nanginginig Ang aking boses at buong katawan.

"So you really is pregnant!!" Nakaramdam nanaman ako ng mahapding sampal sa aking pisnge.

But I faced her again, no more playing as a puppet. Nanghihina man Ang mga tuhod ko ay pinilit Kong palakasin Ang aking loob.

"I had a one night stand in England, 4 months ago" I confessed

Her face was stoic. She knows me, alam Niya na Hindi ako Sinungaling.

"Let's get that thing out of you" she held my hands pero mabilis akong lumayo at itinago Ang aking tiyan Mula sa kanya.

"Hindi mo gagalawin Ang anak ko mom" I cried

" 'anak ko'? " She scoffed "anong alam mo sa pagpapalaki ng bata elle? Wala kang alam.." may sasabihin pa Sana sigaw pero para siyang nahimasmasan.

"Ano nalang Ang sasabihin ng mga Montoya?" Nag aalala niyang tanong sa sarili na naging dahilan ng sunod sunod na pag tulog ng luha ko.

San mga Montoya siya nag alala? Hindi sa akin? Hindi sa baby ko?

"Si Oscar! Pano kayo ikakasal Kung... Sumama ka ngayun din Elle, aalisin natin ang bwesit na kung ano mang yang sa tyan mo!" Sumigaw si mommy.

Naramdaman ko Ang mahigpit na hawak ni Kian sa aking kamay habang Mariin Ng aking pag pikit.

"No Mom, bakit ba Ang mga Montoya pa Ang iniisip mo? Mommy, I'm your daughter, and this is your grandchild" hinawakan ko Ang aking tyan at ipinakilala siya dito.

"Wala akong anak na bobo! Kung ayaw mong gawin Ang gusto ko, Hindi na kita kikilalaning anak" Mariin, at puno ng pait Ang mga tinig na binibitawan Niya sa akin. "I know you'll come back to me once I take everything you have, ikaw pa mismo Ang magmamakaawa sa akin na alisin iyang salot na iyan" Aniya at dinuro pa ako.

I saw how worried Kian is when I asked him to let go of my hand, umiling pa siya sa akin.

"Its okay" I assured him.

Mommy smile as she looks at me walking toward my room.

Nanlalabo Ang aking mga Mata pero sinigurado Kong matibay ako sa aking loob na harapin Ang Kung ano mang mangyayari.

I took all my cards, and walk toward my mom who's arm wide open to welcome me a hug with her iconic grinning face.

"I'm not coming with you" I put all the card on her hand and took a step back away from her.

I saw how her hand clenched, her eyes were burning with anger.

"Lumayas ka Dito, malandi ka!" Iyon Ang huli niyang sinabi saka lumabas ng aking condo.

I felt my knee weaken and it brought me on the floor.

"You should have just told her I'm the father" Ani Kian

"Gago,sisirain nun lahat ng pangarap mo" Saad ko nang natatawa.