𝐃𝐄𝐕𝐈𝐋 𝐓𝐎𝐖𝐍 - 𝘩𝘢𝘪𝘬𝘺𝘶𝘶 𝘵𝘱𝘯 𝘢𝘶

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TW: panic attacks, fire, deadnaming, mentioned suicide

yeah so isabella is kinda a bitch in this, like a transphobic bitch i'm sorry-

i'm sacrificing it for plot purposes 😭😭😭

"...Mom?"

There she was.

Standing there.

Isabella.

She looked the same as Ray remembered.

How did that woman not age?

But the others were (obviously) very confused.

"Uh Kuro, that isn't your mother I've met her before..." Kenma mumbled.

Suga glared at Isabella "How'd you even get here old woman?"

"Norman!" Shoyo hissed at him "Don't call her that!"

Isabella smiled sweetly "I've been sent to find you. Took me years. You children are very good at hiding"

"Yeah, can you please lie that we're dead and fuck off? We probably don't even taste good. All of us are past 12" Norman glared at her.

"Ah. Norman. Obviously. You've gotten a lot more... rude..."

"And Ray"

Kuroo was staring at the ground, trying to stop the panic attack that was coming.

Shoyo patted Ray "It's okay... just breath..."

"That's Emma"

Hinata glared "Shoyo. Not Emma"

Isabella ignored him "And you two"

Tsukishima flipped her off and Yamaguchi looked away.

"Anyways. Norman, Ray, Emma. Come with me. The other two have no use"

Yamaguchi looked at Isabella "What do you mean we have no use!?"

Kuroo couldn't listen to anything.

Everything was getting blurry.

Maybe all of this was a bad nightmare.

But it couldn't be, he felt how hard it was to breath, Norman on his back, everything.

He could also feel the fire.

There wasn't any of course, but he felt like there was.

It felt like yesterday when he attempted to kill himself.

(I FEEL SO BAD BC IM LISTENING TO BURNING PILE WHILE WRITING THIS)

"Ray? Are you okay? Your breathing is getting faster..."

"Y-Yeah..."

No.

He wasn't okay.

"I can get off if you want" Suga whispered.

Kuroo nodded "Please..."

"Alright"

The moment Norman got off his back, Ray felt his legs get weaker.

He sat down, trying to control his breathing. It was hard.

Everyone was staring.

He knew.

He could sense the stares.

All the eyes were on him.

"Fuck..."

He wanted all of this to be a bad dream, he wanted to wake up and find out he's safe.

But that couldn't happen.

"Okay what the fuck is happening?" he heard a voice ask, but he couldn't focus on who's voice it was.

"I'm just taking back my children"

That was Isabella obviously.

"We're not your children"

Norman...

Ray was still her child.

Even if he doesn't consider her his mother anymore, they're biologically related.

He can't change that...

He needed a lighter...

He had the urge to set this whole forest on fire.

"Ray... it's okay... she walked away..."

His breathing was fast.

"I-I wanna set this whole place on fire.." Kuroo mumbled.

"Just breath... it'll be okay"

It took a while but he calmed down.

Suga sighed "Yeah. We're gonna go now... don't ask what the fuck just happened because I honestly have no clue either"

With Norman's help, Ray got up and they both left.

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A/N
Does this fic have plot now? Maybe-

yeehaw x2