Make You Mine (Big Time Rush - Jagan)

Five Years Later

It's been nearly five years. Logan wasn't planning on staying away. In fact, Logan was planning on going back to them when he turned eighteen because James was his. And Logan didn't want his Jamie to forget about him. But things change, and things happen. And really, Logan didn't want to disappoint his friends. So, he stayed away and hoped with everything in his being that nothing stopped James from finding love again.

The first six months had been torture for him. Jo was literally the worst girlfriend ever. Hands down. He didn't understand how Kendall had been able to stand her. But he guessed she had her okay moments. That is, when she wasn't out fucking any guy that showed any kind of interest in her. And that's how the first mistake happened. Well, Logan won't admit that it was a mistake because it had brought a very bright and smart little girl into his life. And he would never change what he had decided.

Jo had gone to him and his grandparents a month into the relationship, and told them that she was pregnant. His grandparents were happy, because at least he wasn't out having sex with guys. But Logan hadn't been the one to get her pregnant. He hadn't even touched Jo that way. Ever. And Logan would never even think about doing anything like that.

But his grandparents had looked happy. And when they were in the privacy of his bedroom, Jo had mentioned that she was having an abortion. And just the mention of the word made Logan want to vomit. So, Logan had said he'd raise her, without Jo's help. And surprisingly, Jo agreed. On one condition, of course; she was to have nothing to do with the child after the pregnancy.

And five months later, Logan was waving goodbye to Jo with a brand new baby girl in his arms. And he hasn't looked back since.

But what made things worse, was that he had no one to raise the child with him. He had moved out of his grandparents' house two months ago. And the three of them agreed that as long as Logan and Jo were breaking it off, they'd have nothing to do with each other. And Logan was all too happy to agree.

Logan had called his mother for help, saying that he needed help with his brand new baby. When his mother asked why he hadn't told her that he had gotten Jo pregnant, Logan had said that she was never faithful to him, but that was alright with Logan. Because he hadn't wanted to be in the relationship to begin with. So, thing were alright. And Logan's mother had been all too happy to hear that Logan was never going to see his grandparents, even if they were her parents; they had put Logan through too much pain and suffering to have her sympathy.

Logan and his mother took care of little baby Jasmine Rose alone for the majority of a year and a half. It wasn't until a cold, windy day in October that Logan came across anyone from high school. And, although Logan was a little iffy about the whole ordeal, it was Jett and Logan was a lot happier than he allowed him to be.

As the months passed, Logan found himself and Jett to be a lot closer than how they were in high school. And Logan began to think that maybe Jett would be a good distraction from letting himself go and search for his Jamie. So, Logan began seeing Jett every time he got the feeling of loneliness and longing.

Soon, he found himself and Jett spending time alone and going from friends to boyfriends. And Logan found himself – no matter how much he hated to admit it – falling for Jett. And even then, Logan still found himself thinking about a certain brunet haired, hazel eyed, gorgeous cutie that never seemed to leave his mind; but Logan wasn't complaining.

And by the time two years passed, Jett proposed. And in the midst of saying yes, Logan found himself briefly wondering what it would be like if he and James were still together. He doubted that James and him would be engaged, and that's what brought him to the understanding that they probably wouldn't have lasted much longer, if it hadn't been for his grandparents and James' mother. But something deep down also told him that was wrong.