The pictures were haunting Logan; they sat on the dining room table of Kendall's house and stared at him and haunted him.
He had been sitting at the table for three hours now, not paying attention to anything around him. Jasmine and Carlos had showed up about an hour ago, but he didn't pay attention to them. The longer he sat here and thought about the reasoning James had to sleep with her, the more things made sense. James had slept with Jo a week before James and Logan met, which was about three months before Jo came out about Jasmine, and nine months before Jasmine was born.
The only conclusion Logan could come up with was: James was Jasmine's real father. Of course, he wasn't going to mention his theory to anyone until he was able to make sure that it was correct. But he couldn't help but get pissed at the fact that this whole time James was the real father of Logan's child.
Quickly, Logan shot up from the chair that he had been sitting at and made his way towards James' room, which was conveniently across the hall from the room that Logan was staying in. Logan threw open the door and marched over to the bed that James was half asleep on. The door slammed shut once he reached the bed and plopped down next to James.
It took a few seconds for James to realize that someone was sitting on his bed with him, and another two for him to register that it was Logan. The look on Logan's face scared James a little bit, and he wasn't sure why Logan was mad.
"Uh, Logan? Are you okay?"
Looking straight into James' eyes, Logan ignored his question with one of his own. "Why didn't you tell me?"
"Uh, it's not really something you go around telling your new boyfriend." James stated. "Or anyone, for that matter."
A silence washed over the two of them as they got lost in the thoughts that neither of them wanted to acknowledge. The fact that there was a slight possibility that Jasmine was James' child scared both of them. It wasn't that Logan never thought about who the biological father was, it's just that Logan never expected for him to personally know the person; and the fact that James was possibly Jasmine's father made Logan nervous. There was a slight possibility that if James was actually the father, James would demand Logan has nothing to do with Jasmine; and that was probably the scariest thought that was passing through Logan's mind at the moment.
But Logan had to have faith in two things. One: James wasn't the father of Jasmine. Because if he was, it would just complicate things even more than they already were. The second thing was: that if James was Jasmine's father, James wouldn't make him stay out of her life; Logan loved Jasmine, he wasn't about to lose her.
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Kendall hadn't been able to sit still since him and James got into a fight. The second Kendall had accused James of sleeping with Jo, James and Kendall got into a fight which resulted in some nasty words being thrown back and forth between the two. It was first for the two of them, never having fought about anything in their life, and it was a little nerve wracking. Kendall didn't want to lose James as a friend, but he didn't want to accept the fact that they both had been in the wrong.
But still, Kendall couldn't believe that James had slept with Jo. It was like the number one rule between guys; guys don't go around sleeping with their best friends exes. And James had broken that rule, which made James in the wrong. And maybe, Kendall didn't have to go around calling James names because of it, because it was just making things worse for all of them.
Kendall knew there was the possibility of Jasmine being James', and if that was the case it would break Logan's heart. Logan had been the one to raise Jasmine, not James, and finding out that the person who was the actual father of your child was the person that you used to date – and loved – was just going to ruin everything.
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Make You Mine (Big Time Rush - Jagan)
FanfictionSequel to Bite My Tongue. Almost five years have passed, and now Logan and James are coming across each other again. And the appearance of James makes things really difficult for Logan, because he's still in love with James. But things can't go back...