Make You Mine (Big Time Rush - Jagan)

Chapter Three

Later on that night, when Jett offered to give Jasmine a bath, claiming that Logan did too much, Logan decided to call his mother. There were a few things that Logan wanted to ask her about, and he didn't want Jasmine or Jett around to hear about it.

At first, Logan was a little upset that his mother had given Kendall his phone number; but after sitting down and talking to him about everything, he realized that it was the smarter thing to do. Besides, it's been way too long since they've spoken last and he was actually looking forward to Carlos and Kendall meeting Jasmine.

Now, he couldn't say the same for James; even thought he wished he could. James was always unexpected, and Logan didn't want to get his hopes up for nothing. Sure, Kendall had a point about James loving him back then. But that was back then, if anything the time and distance had to have changed something in his heart. Plus, why didn't James walk up to him yesterday, if he loved him?

Okay, so maybe, Jett and Jasmine was there. And maybe, James was a little freaked out. But that proves a point; James freaked out about Logan being with Jett and having his daughter. There was no way James was going to take him back way before Jett and Logan even got together.

And, why was Logan thinking about getting back together with James? He was engaged! He was going to marry Jett, so that way the two of them could raise Jasmine and nothing would be complicated.

Why the hell did James have to ruin everything? Well, okay; necessarily James didn't ruin anything. It's just Logan was thinking too much into everything – like always – and Logan was the one that was making things complicated.

So with that, Logan dialed his mother phone number, and lifted his phone to his ear. He waited for two rings, before his mother picked up.

"Hey, mom." Logan said, he could tell that his voice wavered for about a second and cursed himself for thinking about James and Jett and Jasmine before calling his mother.

"Sweetie, how are you?" Her voice made her sound a little old, which was most likely because she was tired, and Logan began to feel a little bad for being mad at her. But that lasted only a second, before his mother asked about Kendall. "Did he call?"

"Yes, mother, he did." Logan stopped for a second, wondering why he was being so cold. "I'm sorry about that. It's just – why did you give him my number?"

"Why?" For a second, Logan didn't think she'd answer. "Because it's been almost five years, Logan. I think it's been enough time for you to be avoiding your best friends."

"I wasn't avoiding them! I was busy; if you haven't remembered, I have a child to take care of!"

"I remember, Logan. And I'm sorry." Joanna let out a sigh, before continuing. "I didn't want to give it to him, but they deserved to know the truth. And in the background, I could hear James crying, Logan. I wasn't gonna – he deserves to know."

And that's what Logan was afraid of. James didn't even know the truth, and he was already crying. Logan didn't want this to happen; it wasn't supposed to happen. This was why he didn't go back, but it was too late to go back, now.

"I don't think he was crying because you have a daughter now, Logan. I think it was because he didn't find out from you. Instead, he found out by seeing you on the street."

"I-I know, it's just… This was why I didn't want to bring them into this. I didn't want to hurt him."

"I know you didn't. But what do you think would happen? He just forget about the person that he loved and didn't even get to say goodbye to? I know you're smarter than that, Logan." Joanna sighed, once again, before continuing. "Logan, listen. I think the best thing that you can do for him now, is tell him the truth. And even if he does hate you for your having a child, which he won't, you have Jett. So, don't worry about how he's gonna react."