Coming out

Chapter 20

Mrs. King pov
Hey I'm July and Jace's mother. I know I should say Roshad too,but I just can't right now. I don't know where I went wrong with him. Well all of my kids. I have one that's a lesbian, one on drugs and one that a lesbian and has a baby. I'm not ashamed of my kids, I just can't help but feel that I was the reason for all this stuff. I thought I was raising them the way I thought was right, but I guess I wasn't.
"Granny mommy said to come here." Jashair is my first grand baby and I can't help but smile when she talks to me and does little stuff that's silly.
"Ok." She grabbed my hand and walked me to Jace's room.
"Yes?" I asked.
"Can you watch her for me?"
"For?" I just don't watch her for little stuff. I have made it clear that I'm not raising another kid.
"Jessey wants to take me out." She was throwing clothes out her closet trying to find something.
"So you forgave her?" I asked. She told me everything and I feel bad. I didn't want my kids to go through a bunch of mess with relationships.
"Yes, but I'm going to make work hard to really get me back."
"Ok."
"Thanks mom." I Smiled at her and left the room. I have been looking for houses to move in. I haven't found any and I need to. My kids are my life and I want them to be safe. I love Roshad but he hurt my grand baby and I can't let happen.
"Granny can we go eat!" Jashair yelled running down the hall.
"Ok get your stuff on." I went to my room to put on my shoes,but stopped went I saw weed on my floor. I picked it up wondering what it felt like being high.
"Mom I have.. What is that?" Have asked looking at the weed.
"Weed."
"Mom flush it."
"Ok." I said. I had to tried it one time before I do.
Sorry its short but next update will be longer and better and mrs king up top