Coming out

July

Jace pov

Im 4 months and im ready to fuckin have this baby! My back hurts im always crying and i stay hungry. I got into it woth quan again and i honestly am done with him. If he wants nothing to do with this baby then fine! I got up to go see if july could take me to the doctor today since my mom is out with my aunt.

"July?"

"What!" She yelled i closed the door and went back to my room i cant deal with that. Ill just catch the bus.

July pov

Stupid bitch! Why in the fuck did i have to go through this? My mom was so disappointed in me and jalina. I feel so nasty. Jalina has been blowing me up all damn day. Im not going to school for a few days so.... i am just so hurt. I trusted her. My first girlfriend.  I loved her. But not any more fuck her!

Jace just came in and u yelled at her still mad. I need to go see what she needs.

"Jace im sorry whats up?"

"I need a ride to my appointment. "

"Alright come on." She grabbed her stuff and we headed to the hospital. When i got there i saw jalinas mom.

"Hey jalisa."

"Oh july. Hey honey how are you!?" She looked like she had been crying.

"Im good.  Is everything ok?"

"Um jermain broke his arm. Thats all." She looked down. She lyin.

"Well ok ill come by later to see him."

I walked away. I wonder what happened.

after the appointment

"Im so happy!" Jace screamed.

"I am too. I know moms gonna be happy."

"Im having a girl july!" I laughed as we pulled up at the house but i quickly dropped it. Jalina was standing at my door. Uh what the fuck! I got out and ignored her.

"July please!  Just listen!" She yelled. I looked at her and saw the sadness in her eyes.

"What jalina?" I yelled.

"I just wanted to know have yall seen jessy?"

"No why? " jace asked

"Thanks." She got in her car and left. Ok shit is not right. I know right now im mad but i need to see if she's ok before we move.

"Imma be back." I told jace.

"Yea."

I got back in the car sped up to jalina. She pulled over and waved to me. I got out and got in her car.

"Jalina whats wrong. I seen your mom yesterday and she was acting funny."

"Jessy is gone. Nobody knows where she went. I have a pass and my mom fears that she will follow that. I got mad at jermain and i whooped him but then he ran and fell. Thats why he was there yesterday. Lastly i dont have you. Im sorry july. Im begging you give me one more chance. I know that you are moving but we can still be together." It hurts to see her like this but i cant trust her right now.

"Look im sorry about all this stuff but i cant trust you. We can be cool though. Ill help you find jessy but.... lets just be friends for now." The look on her face is making me feel so bad!

"Sure." She said with a little hate in her voice. Why did this have to happen to us?

Jessy pov

I have been sitting at this bus station for three days now. My dad never came. I wanna go home but im scared to call them. I feel so unloved. All i can do is cry.

July pov

We cant find jessy and jalina has stopped talking to me like even at school nothing.  I miss her like hell but my trust for her is out the window.  I love her and she wont even say a damn hey to me. Maybe i was wrong for that. We move in a few days and im so ready. We are going to Florida. We already have all our stuff packed up.  Im going to really miss everybody. 

Saying bye.

Devin and mike came by to see me off which i happy about. Them my niggas.

"Yall i cant believe we are splitting up." I say though tears.

"I know but you know im gonna call yo ass every day." Mike says.

"Yea and you know my mom stays there so ill be visiting. " devin said.

"I love yall oh and tell quan he fake. I know he a fuck nigga but hes our fuck nigga and he could have came."

"He on some other shit so... but ill tell him." Mike said.

"Honey we need to go." My mom said.

"Well this is it. I love you guys." I say kissing both of them on the cheek.

I got in the car and we headed to the airport.  Bye chicago.

Two tears later.

Its been two whole years! I have had a lot of shit happen to me! I have had two girl friends and i left them hoes. My mom is doing fine. My brother is better i guess. He still on the same shit. And imma let jace talk later but i look different.  I let my hair grow and it's red. I got a lil taller and i gained weight but im still sexy.

"July shawna here!" Jace yelled out. Uh this bitch about to get slapped.  I went to the door.

"What!"

"Baby im sorry please! Just give me another chance." She begged.

"Look about five minutes from beating yo ass. So if you would like to leave the way you came then i suggest you leave now." She looked and me and started begging again.

"Look july i love you not sayvone." I slapped the shit out if her.

"Bitch leave. You fucked up get yo nasty ass on!" I yelled she left crying. I dont give a fuck! Oh i forgot. We moving back to chicago! !!!!