Coming out

july

I have been here in Chicago for a week now and im bored. I havent talkied to any of my friends in a month and i need to call them. I cant get my mind off of when i saw 1jalina in the store. When i saw here i felt something that i havent felt in so long. Really it was when i was with here. Do i still love her? I need to go out do something to get my mind off of things. I pulled out my phone from my pocket and dailed up Mike.

"Hey!"

"Wassup July. Why havent you called?"

"Nigga you got my number too!" I yelled into the phone.

":Mane! What you doing?" He laughed into the phone.

"Well im calling to tell you to get the crew together cause im in town for good!" I yelled.

"What! My nigga back?" Mike yelled;. I could tell he was smiling hard.

"Yes im back now get a party together for tonight."

"alright swing through at 10."

"Alright." I hung up happy. Now i need to go buy something to wear. I know it's going to be hella hoes! I walked out my room and into Jace.

"What?" She asked as i walked over to her radio to turn it off.

"I know your ass dont want to sit in this house all day, so do you want to go shopping for a party then get something to eat before?" I asked.

"Yes but who's gonna watch Jashaire?" She asked talikng about the baby.

"mom. Ill talk to her ok?"

"Ok well lets go." She grabbed all of Jashaire stuff and we left to the mall.

July pov

"Mommy can we get ice cream?" Jermain asked.

"No. You need to eat first." I said.

"but i want ice cream!" He yelled which caused me to look at his ass like he had gone damn crazy.

"You better chill right now before i slap you and im not playing. I dont know what or who you think you talking to but im not your daddy or yo nanna im your mom and you are not talking to me like that now get in the car im taking you home then your dad is coming to get you." I said. Like whatb the fuck is wrong with him. i almost said some shit i didnt need to. He got in the car and stayed quiet. I pulled up at my place and we headed into the house.

"Mommy im sorrry." He said.

"I forgive you but you need to understand that that is no way to act."

"Ok." I smiled and kissed him. He smiled and went off to his room to play. My phone started ring and it was Jessy. I'm so glad she came to her right mind and came home.

"Hey." I said.

"Wassup."

"Nothing had to go off on Jermain but what you want?"

"Damn i cant call just to see how you doing?"

"No! Now what do you want?" She calls me more than Jamie and im glad cause i need a sister to talk to more than a brother.

"Ok i see how you feeling."

"Ok sorry but for real?"

"Ok its a party tonight at Mikes and i want us to go. I know Jermain goes back with his dad in a few soi ill swing through and get you so we can go shopping." She said like i was going to say yess or some shit.

"What makes you think i want to go?" I asked

"You dont have shit else to do Jalina. Come on dude." She said. I really didnt have shit to do. I didnt fool around, i didnt have friends besides thing girl i met at school and we hang out but i didnt feel like her tonight. I still fucked with the crew but only when i knew i didnt have my son for some time. I needed to get out have some fun so why not?

"alright. ill be waiting."

"Ok." She hung up and i knew she was on her way. i went to my kitchen to fix Jermain something to eat before he left cause i dont have time to hear his dad's mouth. I decided to fix some fried chicken, instant corn, and mash potatoes. I only cooked to legs cause i wasnt going to eat until later. I finished in 45 minutes and called Jermain to eat He ate and soon as he finished his dad pulled up. I let him in and he gave me a smile.

"What?" I asked.

"You are doing good with him. Im proud." ?He said.

"Well did you think i wouldnt do good? I did take care of him when we were in high school. I know my mom did a lot more than me but i did take care of him." I felt hurt. People always think im a bad mother or some shit and im not!

"Look i wasnt trying to insult you."

"Good to know now you can get his stuff and leave." I said walking over to Jermain to give him a kiss and hug.

"Ok so i love you and make sure you call me tomorrow ok?" I said to him.

"Ok mommy i love you too."

"Alright see you later." I smiled and they left. My sister pulled up as they were driving off. I grabbed my purse and locked up. I hope i have a good time tonight.

Jace pov

"Damn im too fat!" i yelled fustrated. I had been trying on stuff for about a hour now and i cant fit shit! I have put on so much wieght and i dont like it!

"I let me see?" July said.

"No!" I felt tear starting fill my eyes. July came in the dressing room and hugged me.

"Look dont be so hard on yourself. You had a kid. Just move a size up its ok." She said. I sighed but did it and i found some cute stuff. I decided on a black see through top that had glod studs on it and some skinny levis and cheeta print wedges. I can say i was gonna be bad tonight.

"Ok can we get something to eat and take it home. I need to make sire Jashaire is set fro tionight so mom doesnt have to do anything."

"Sure and mom said she will watch her since she doesnt have to work tomorrow."

"Cool." We left the mall and stopped at Charley's subs. We got our food and headed home.

I got Jashaire out the car and started toawrds the door with all my stuff and so did July.

"Be ready at 9:30." She said and headed to her room. Its now 7 so that meant i could take a nap for a hour then eat get Jashair ready which would all take a hour and 45 minutes. So that would leave me 45 minutes to get ready. i went right to sleep.

July pov

Its now 9 and i just got out the shower. I laid my clothes out and pulled on my underwear and bra then lotioned up. Once i finished that i went to my vanity to do my hair and make up. I was wearing red and black. I wanted to be the sexies thing in that bitch tonight! I curled my hair then put on black make up which brought out my face. I put in my skinny levis and my black crop top then my red wedges which were so fucking sexy! I added red ear rings and grabbed my purse ready to go. I knocked on Jace door and walked in to see her putting on her lipstick which was black like mine. She looked hella sexy since she was way thicker than me. I know she was going to turn fucking heads tonight and make them nigga melt.

"Damn you look good." I said.

"Thanks! You look hella sexy though." She smiled at me.

"Ready?" I asked. She grabbed her purse.

"Yup." We headed out the door and i was to ready to get fucked up and maybe some head.

Jalina pov

I pulled on my heels which were my blue wedges. I had on this skin tight dress which was black and long sleeve. I was gonna be a bad bitch tonight. I had deep waves in my head and i put on light blue make up. I was sexy! I walked out my room and into Jermain's room wear Jessy was getting ready. She was looking hot!

"Girl you bad you bad!" I yelled. She had on skinny levis, a tank top with a purple blazor and some black red bottoms. Her hair was bone straight.

"Thank you Bitch!"

"Welcome Hoe!" We laughed then left the house. We pulled up in no time and it was packed. I heard the music blasting pour some more. We walked in and heads were turning. I felt hella good to see that. I went right to the dance floor and started poping my ass. Tonight i was not a a baby mamma, tonight i was i college teenager who is about to turn the fuck up!