Coming out

Jalina

One month later.

I havent told july out shit. I couldnt bring myself to do it but imna have to now cause my ass has a std!! That stupid bitch uhh! I cant believe this shit. Whats so bas is i know july has it. I have been crying in my damn room for the past two hours. July and i have been fucking like everyday!

"Baby it will be ok" my mom said rubbing my back.

"No it wont! July thinks im faithful and she trust me and for me to do this shit to her! No mom. Can i just be alone please. " she got up and left. What am i going to do!

July pov

Ok so lately i have been itching and burning.  I think i have a yeast. Infection.

"Mom." I said when I walked into the kitchen.

" Yes honey what's up?"

" Well I think I have something and I think its a yeast infection." She looked at me then turned back around.

" July don't lie to me have you jalina been having sex?" She asked.

"Yes."

"Ok well ill take u to the doctor get your stuff so we can get ready to go." She didnt seem mad at all which is good. I wander is jalina has one to umm...

Jace pov

I havent been feeling well at all. Ever since i had sex with a that guy its like my insides are buring. Im still throwing up which is working my nerves. Ive been begging quan to meet up with me to talk about plans for the baby but he to busy with jessy! My mom has been quiet and my brother room is in rehab things around here is not right we need a new start.

Jalina pov

"Jamie chill."

"Hell naw! You dirty!" She yelled i told her about the std and she is going all the way off on.

"Just get out my room."

"I hope she leave yo ass!" She said walking out. July has been calling all day and im afraid to answer. Shes calling now.what should i do?

"Hey babe." I said nervous

"Damn you finally answer me?" She sounded mad.

"Im sorry."

"Yea imma be over in a minute. " she hung up before i could say anything else.

Within 15 minutes and july pulled up. She text me saying come outside.  I did and saw her sitting on her car.

"Hey baby." I said trying to kiss her but she stopped me. "Whats wrong?" I asked.

"You are!why the fuck do i have a FUCKING STD!" She yelled as tears began to fall.

"Look im sorry baby. I cheated. "

"Why? Was i not giving you what you need?HU? I CAM OUT FOR YOU NASTY ASS AND THIS WHAT THE HELL YOU DO?" She slapped. The fuck out of me which caught me off guard.

"BABY IM SORRY PLEASE. I DIDNT MEAN TOO!" i cried out.

"Naw save your fucking sorry. I HELD YO ASS DOWN! WHY DO YOU KEEP PLAYING WITH ME? OH I SAW THAT PICTURE TOO!" She started to get in her car but i stopped  her.

"Wait please dont leave me! July .... just..can we start over ?" i begged as tears came down my face.

"Naw we good im moving anyway. " she got in her car and drove off. I feel like shit and my heart is done for.

Jessy pov

"Baby just tell me what you were doing?" My mom asked as my dad stood at the door.

"Nom nothing i got into a fight thats all."

"Then why was that blood in your pants?" My dad asked. Its been a damn month and they wont leave it alone.

"Please."

"Jessy are you hoein around? The streets talk and i hear it from them imma beat yo ass." My dad said. I couldn't bring myself to tell them. They would look at ne different.

"Baby just tell us." I closed my eyes and sighed as tears came down my face.

"I..i...my boyfriend asked me to do him a favor. So i did. I didnt know it would be to take care of his friend. Please dont hate me or look at me different. It was only that one time. I promise. "I looked at both of them. My dad shook his head and left out my room and so did my mom. Im done they hate me. I cried and cried.

hours later.

I packed my bags to go. The dont want me here or love me. I going to stay with my real father i already called and got a ticket. I slipped out the door and headed to the bus stop. I hope they find it in their hearts to love me again some day....