Faded sanity AlastorX(Human!)Reader

I'll always be here...

So! This is actually a tragic chapter ( and probably the last )*sob* so just know you've been warned.


I don't own the picture!


(F/n)= Friend's name 

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You woke up to someone lightly shaking you and you groaned seeing Hazel had her little hands on you while doing a little dance smiling with her already sharp teeth coming in.

"Well hello little one" you cooed as she giggled and smiled continuing the little dance while looking at you with her little pretty orbs of white. 
You heard another giggle from the other side of you and Analia was with Alastor who was playing looking down at her laying down on his side booping her little nose.

"Good morning dear- how did you sleep?" He said looking to you and little Hazel who was still smiling with her sharp baby teeth.

"I slept good, did these one's sleep? or did they stay up bouncing around everywhere? " You said raising an eyebrow at Alastor as you sat up and held Hazel in your arms as she kept looking at her father with a curious look on her face with a little smile lingering.

"Who's that Hazel darling? Is that daddy? yes it is" You said and nuzzled her face as she laughed and Analia stared at Hazel also her teeth sharp as ever showing. 
Alastor then leaned into your chest as he brought Analia with him and Hazel crawled on you and poked Analia on her face by her eye. Analia then pouted and Hazel just stared at her sister and Alastor chuckled.

"Knock, knock!" Someone said while knocking and you answered back knowing it was pomme.

"Come in!" You said as Analia and Hazel both looked at you and then to the sound of Pomme walking in opening the door in the hallway.

"Hey Guy's! I just came to see if you were awake now and if me or Niffty are needed that's all. oh! and Also, Charlie needs you both or more like or just Alastor or both of you whatever works in the lobby." Pomme said with her hands on her hips waiting for an answer. 

"I'll see you later my dear I'll go see what the princess needs" Alastor said and before you could answer he was gone. And Pomme blinked in confusion and you just shrugged.

"He does that.. Yes please though I do need you too take care of these two for me while I take a shower from my filth and where's Niffty?" 

"Here!" Niffty said standing next to Pomme and Pomme just pointed down at her. 

"She's right there, and yes sister you stink! Im kidding but you do smell of newborn I could say and your hair is a bit of a mess. So~  I will take these one's next door to my room while you wash up!" Pomme said as you handed her Hazel and Analia.

"What did you need again?" Niffty said as Pomme left and you got up and stretched.

"Please take all the sheets and clean my room for me Niffty" You said and walked into the bathroom as Niffty hollered 'on it!' and you smiled as you then started getting ready to shower.


As you were showering, Someone screamed a high pitch scream and it hurt your ears so you quickly washed yourself off then got out of the shower, drying off quickly while putting your clothes on. 
Your head hurt and as you opened the bathroom door everything feeling weird as you kept moving around. You made it to the room door as you then started running to the elevator doors and pressing what you thought was the lobby button and you started moving feeling like you were drugged or you were dying but you didn't feel like you were dying.

The elevator doors then opened and you rushed out and you started to tear up but you didn't know why. 

"Are you okay (Y/n)? What's going on? what happened?" You heard Charlie say and you sensed people coming closer to you , asking you if you were ok and you fell onto your knees confused on why everything felt way off and why you felt like you were in a dream or on drugs.

"Stop- " Alastor said and Everyone backed up as Alastor then took you in his arms still on the floor of the hotel as you cried frustrated. You then heard the elevator ding and then Pomme's distant voice approaching you all. 

"Where are the kids?" Vaggie said.

"I left them with Niffty in my room watching cartoons " She replied back and Alastor kissed your head.

"Everything's going to be alright my dear " He said looking down at you and you looked around confused and in panic.

"AM I DYING AGAIN?!" You said and Alastor Chuckled and you looked at him as he still held you and everyone watching except for Angel dust who was messing with Vaggie who was trying to see what's happening. 

"No- I- Don't exactly know what's going on with you but I feel you slipping away from me. Maybe your soul is being collected. Did you make a deal with someone?" Alastor said and you shook your head. 

"No- no,  I don't think I did...no?" You said and felt yourself losing focus as you then started closing your eyes as you fought to keep them open. 

"Alastor?" You said and he kissed you before you could say anything else you then closed your eyes falling asleep hearing Alastor's voice.



"I'll be waiting for you....."


"Alastor........"




You then woke up in tears confused as you then looked around seeing you were lying in a bed and you were hooked to something. 

"Alastor?" You said looking around rapidly and you then saw a window with a bright light coming through the curtains.

'Am I in a hospital?'   you  thought to yourself as you then got up from the bed taking off the oxygen thingy from your face calling out again.

"Alastor?" You said again and you took another step again the wiring hooked up onto you still held you back to the bed as you then looked at the wires attached to you.

'Why is my skin....normal?' you thought to yourself and just took off the devices you were connected to and the water that was placed , you winced taking out the needle and you then quickly saw a door with a bathroom sign on it and you opened the door and looked in the mirror.

"Where are my ears? Is this another dream? It has to be a dream!" You said tears coming from your eyes threatening to spill as you looked at your self in the mirror of what you looked like before you died. 

"Alastor!" You called out again like a mad person.

"knock, Knock" Someone said from outside of the room door and you froze and calmed down. 

'Maybe this is a joke?' 

"Pomme?!" You said as you then opened the hospital door and you saw a woman wearing a white coat and casual doctor attire holding a clipboard. 

'She's human? Im human?! NO THIS ISN'T RIGHT!' You thought to yourself.

"ALASTOR!" You cried out confused what's going on and you fell onto the floor crying.

"MY GOODNESS GRACIOUS" The woman said as she then rushed to your  side holding you and checking your pulse as you continued to cry and speak Alastor's name.

"She's awake! Someone! She's awake! Call her mother!" The woman said into a walkie talkie and into the hall. 

"Alastor........" You said continuing to cry as the woman held you.


~A little while later~


"Can you get up (Y/n)? " Said the woman you now knew as your doctor and that you've been in a comma for three months straight. 

"Im dreaming! I know I am! Go away you bitch!" You said as the woman shook her head for the hundredth time already trying to explain to you that you were only in an effect of a comma's state but you refused to believe. you were tired of trying so you gave up and stood up your doctor holding out her arms in case you fell again.

"(Y/N)!" Someone said from behind you and you turned around your eyes still stinging and dry from crying as you then saw your mother which made you more confused.


'Didn't I kill her?' 

She embraced you into a tight hug as she cried and kissed the side of your head. 

"Oh (y/n)! Are you alright? How are you feeling? Do you remember who I am?" She said pulling out of the hug to look at you and you cried a bit more but most of the tears were because of confusion and Alastor.

"Mom!  I'm so glad your alive!" You said your words slipping out which made her look at you confused and she sighed. 

"of coarse im alive... you could've died if you didn't have your phone out in those woods so far from the house." She said and you furrowed your brows in confusion and still in sadness. 

'So...Alastor was only my imagination?' You thought and started crying again making our mom think you were crying about something else. 

"(Y/N)! , A familiar voice rang and you before you could do anything you were being attacked by (f/n).

"Your awake." She said and she moved to look at you and you saw Ms.Eleanor in the door way with tears in her eyes also.

"Hi (y/n), how are you feeling? " Ms.Eleanor said as (f/n) moved out of the way a bit as she hugged you and you hugged her back.

"Im ok..." You said.


~A day later~

You were in your room glad to be back but not so much finding out that Alastor was only a dream and you never really were with him but you knew somehow he was though you still swear that you did even though everyone else doesn't believe you. 
You found out you were knocked out while in the forest by a homeless person who is serving charges and time in prison for 56 years but they would most likely die.
You still cried because what if you got another chance at life somehow? Is this another dream? A wish? Could I be in a comma and am imagining all this? Are my babies alright?
You would think to yourself those questions every second of the day as you cursed out people on social media being assholes of how you 'Disappeared' and 'Almost died' rumors but you didn't care what shit they had to say.
You just knew one day you would wake up from this cursed but a blessing world  and be with Alastor again....


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Thank you all for reading , and I also have another reason for ending this book. Im going to be super busy this summer and I have to focus. Thank you all again your all super amazing! 
And Im sorry for a few probably spelling mistakes in this book but thanks byeee!

                                                                                                                                            ~ XOXO , Nina ~

And yes I got inspiration from a friend talking about shifting (?) which I don't really still understand but yea thanks lonni! ( Im sorry you explained also a million times-)