Faded sanity AlastorX(Human!)Reader

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SCREEE- lol idk
I dont own Hazbinhotel! Or the song!

Favorite show : (F/S)

Last name: (L/n)

(And Ryan from my OCxhazbinhotel isnt really a crossover thing and no, Alastor in this book has not seen Renata and her family but it's not an official thing

For example: "Hello I saw you when you were at the hospital when you were alive"

And you dont know and will never know Renta (my Oc) I'll maybe bring her up a few times but these are two different books but same fandom( Hazbinhotel).

Did I even make sense?-
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It was already the next day , you were still lying next to your mother's empty lifeless body covered in her blood still. Alastor stayed doing whatever the whole time he tried to get you to leave her , but you didn't really move. You only ever moved was when you needed the bathroom and that's it.

"(Y/n) it's time to let go-" Alastor spoke for the second time asking the same thing from earlier after the little lecture- ish thing from ... 5-7 hours ago?.

~Earlier~

"(Y/n) i understand what your going through , I had a mother once I loved her with everything I had to give as a son. She was disposed of one day and it was my fault actually- its gonna take sometime on you because your... humanity and heart you have that doesn't matter at all- " Alastor spoke to you as you stayed laying on the ground holding your moms limp dead body and thinking of everything you did together and how she is with dad in heaven. I hope. You thought crying every once of water in your body.

"You cant get caught my dear , If you do you'll end up in a cell with such ... "intelligent" ,sinners here on earth-"

~present time~

" I-i can't" ,you spoke feeling tired . Your face was dry with tears and your back hurt, your legs were numb from sitting to long an you were caked in dry blood. Alastor had left a glass of water along with some jambalaya that had been sitting there for hours, till Alastor picked them up and set them down on the coffee table in the living room.

"O-ok " you gently got up laying your mother's uper body gently on the floor, shaking and weakly you tried standing and felt arms wrap around you picking you up bridal style and laying you on the couch.

"Thanks Al" you said tired looking down at your legs feeling them tingle from the numbness.
You fell asleep later on Alastor was sitting next to you while you both were watching something on TV.

~Alastors pov~

I was feeling something I hadn't in a along time and (Y/n) had triggered it but...it didn't feel right.. maybe it's because I haven't felt it in a couple decades or since I died.

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I cooked some jambalaya and gave it to (Y/n) after but she didn't even touch it, only some water she sipped but she didn't touch the food but push the plate away so she could move a bit on the floor next to the deceased body. I stood for a long while from time to time waiting for her to do something and not try to hurt herself again, she then finally straightened her back and try to get up looking weak and colapasable at any time. I rushed over to her and picked her up laying he on the couch , her emotions were void and she must have been tired from the sound of her voice...

"my pleasure-" I answered. She turned on the ..TV thing and fell asleep while we were in the middle of watching a show called
(F/S).
I covered her with a blanket that was in one of the closets in the hall upstairs.