My Random thoughts

Lie

Lie

Lie to the broken

Lie to the weak

Lie to the shattered

But don't lie to me.

You say you love me

But I hear that lie underneath.

I tell me I'm strong

But constantly I break down and weep.

Lie after lie,

is that all I am to you?

Someone to try but be lied to?

Am I only there for you?

Just to be used?

You tell me I'm loved

But is that really true?

You told me you'd never lie.

But I never hear the truth.

Guess I am worthless

Because I'm nothing to you.

You told me you loved me

But I realized you lied

Now look at you,

it seemed like you never even tried.

All I ever do

Is fucking die inside

All because you

Left me- US behind.

You said you'd never leave me

Then I saw your back turned my way

Now all I think is what did I do

Each and every day.

I was never one to cry

But when you lied

I died inside.

Pitifully.

Pathetically.

And every day, you ignored me

Like trash, in every fucking way.

Now you have me scared. Heart locked.

Now I have nothing to lose.

Cuz all I ever had was you.

Scarred scared and broken

In the worst condition

Bind and bound under your vision

I gave you NO fucking permission

I loved you,

And my heart is now hidden from view

From you, and every thing you ruined

You had my heart in your hands. You crushed it, then tore it to shreds.

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Remembah  dah chaptah, that was titled 'A friend wrote it'? Well you should. BUT if you don't, here is a poem by her.