Love at first sight 16+ (NCT Mark)

9) It's time...

We headed downstairs and outside to find Jimin waiting for us in the car. I was still nervous as fuck but the fact that N was with me and helping me, and that Jimin was friends with Mark meaning we couldn't completely loose him if I fucked up, made me feel so much better.

We opened the car doors, N entering at the front so she could sit next to Jimin while I entered in the back so I could sit there alone like a flat and sad third wheel loool😂

N/Me: "Hii Jimin" we both said as we both closed the car door behind us.

Jimin: "Hi, wow..you look beautiful" he said, as his focus quickly switched from greeting us both to checking out N's hot as hell outfit lool. But she was so beautiful in that dress I don't blame him loool.

N: "Thank you" she smiled in this cute yet seductive way as I just sat there in the back, watching them kiss for a moment, wondering if Mark would be like that too with me😂

Me: "Sooo I'm still here, when are we driving?"
Jimin: "Right sorry, so are you ready to meet Mark?" he asked as a way to switch the topic while he started driving.

Me: "Does he know I'm coming?"
Jimin: "Yeah he knows"
Me: "Then yes, I'm ready to meet him! Or... no but yes I'm... oh god I'm screwing up again..."
N: "Calm down, it will be alright okay?" she said in the softest best friend voice ever which made me realize how luckily I am to have her in my life, like she supports me like no one does!

Me: "Tight...I mean right...gosh.."
Jimin: "Are you nervous?"
Me: "Is it that obvious?? Oh lord I'm totally gonna screw this up then fuck!"
Jimin: "I was just asking, don't worry I'm sure it will be just fine, it's okay to be nervous"
Me: "But what if it's not fine, what if Mark doesn't even like me... then all my nervousness doesn't even matter. And like you don't want me to date him yet right so how the fuck is that gonna work out?? Can I like have a sip of someone's drink, I NEED to het my thoughts somewhere else!" I dramatically screamed from the backseat while Jimin and N just looked at each other, then at me like I was some crazy cat woman or something😂

Jimin: "I never said you can't date him though, and this is just a suggestion but don't drink too much, you want him to get a good impression of you and you might ruin that if you drink too much" he said, trying not to sound mean or annoyed even though I was probably pretty annoying with all my dramatic Mark talk😂

Me: "Fine, but I'm gonna be a shaking tree if I don't get at least one drink of alcohol, like I don't even care about sounding lowkey in front of Jimin anymore, I am so fucking nervous! And you clearly said multiple times that Mark might not be ready to date and stuff..."
N: "Calm down... he isn't wrong, you can't control yourself in front of Mark if you get drunk and we both know that..."
Jimin: "Exactly, and I only said to keep in mind that he might not be ready to date someone new, he broke up with his girlfriend yesterday so if he needs time you need to respect that. We can't control how he feels that's all I meant by it, but I don't know he might change his decision when he meets you who knows, just one thing though, I don't wanna stress you out or anything because I know it's really hard to control how nervous you are, but you need to watch out for that because a lot of guys misunderstand that so instead of thinking you're nervous we think you're not interested"
Me: "First of all, it's would be EX girlfriend, not girlfriend! And secondly, I already know that, N told me. Thirdly, can't you just tell him like... that I'm nervous? Or maybe get him drunk so he doesn't think too much about it?"
Jimin: "Okay sorry he broke up with his ex girlfriend yesterday lol, and look I'll see what I can do, don't worry about anything else than making a good impression okay? N and I will help you with the rest" he said as I finally began to rest a bit.

They both kept telling me to calm down and that I've got this and so on so I finally started to believe them. The rest of the ride was pretty chill and silent and before I knew we had arrived...