Falling for Her ♥️ ( On hold )

| 19. One last time? |

Breaking the kiss Sidharth still didn't leave her. His hands remained at her back caging her into him. Their lips left each other while he felt loss of love again. He wiped his saliva from her lips. He knew he was harsh today but for the first time being harsh on her felt right. His eyes moved to her eyes. She kept them closed not wanting to let him see her tears. 

He smiled seeing her face like that. He felt stupid. 

The girl standing right in his arms had the power to make him laugh even in the most painful moment. Even her false promises warmed his heart, in her pain he still felt his heart churning even though the cause was right he didn't feel it. He still wished to wipe all her pain, tears, sadness with everything he had.

 " Falling For Her" still felt so right. 

Not seeing any movement by her he leaned forward going close to her face. While Shehnaaz felt goosebumps rising in her skin. 

He kissed her forehead  while her fingers clutched his shirt, His lips lingered there for long as if he too knew this was the last time he is so close to her. 

Without opening his eyes he kissed her closed eye lashes,  with this kiss the last thread of control left her soul as her eyes betrayed her - Shedding silent tears. 

Sidharth: "I wish you loved me".. atleast for once... 

 She grasped him in a hug crying in silence. Her face remained pressed in his shoulder. He felt her heavy breaths in his neck as she found it difficult to breath from his shoulder. He felt her chest rising up and down rubbing against his'. He tried to push her out but she didn't let him do that. 

Minutes later she left him.. moving back she looked down at their hands as he immediately held her hand in his in a slight grip. The proximity between them has resulted in making them wet in each other's warmth. 

He turned her around folding her arms he gripped on it tightly. And they started walking. While she looked at him to see dried tear marks on his cheeks. He was looking at the moon gleamingly. 

.......

They didn't collect any leaves rather they returned back to the small hut type place. Getting inside all they felt was silence. They lyed beside each other sharing the only single pillow and a white shawl. After a lot of time they looked at each other and he spoke up. 

Sidharth : maybe... one last time? 

Shehnaaz immediately nodded in a yes. And opened her arms for him. 

Sidharth smiled and placed himself  half on top of her hugging her body close to him. His legs on her legs. His hands on her stomach. His head on her breasts. Her one hand encircled his back while the other caressed his face. 

Taking her hands from his face he kissed her palms and placed it back on his face. "You are the best thing ever happened to me. No regrets!" Was his last words. 

Once she felt his whole weight on her she realized he have slept, she kissed his hairs and said "I wish I deserved even a bit of you" 

Their souls entangled and they slept in each other's warmth. 

.........

Next Morning 

Sidharth woke up due to the vibrations caused due to Shehnaaz's sneezes. 

Sidharth looked up at her. Her nose turned red while she was rubbing it. A smile appeared on his face as she looked so cute to him like that. When he moved from her she turned his back to him covering her mouth while sneezing.