Falling for Her ♥️ ( On hold )

| 3. Hug n Kiss & 7 days |

Descending down the street holding hands they enjoyed the fresh air and fell in love with the nature. They saw the most chaotic city at it's calm. They didn't speak anything, enjoying the comfortable silence for minutes and then Shehnaaz spoke. 

Shehnaaz: It's going to be three months of me being in Mumbai, as a part of that racket in just a week. So basically by the end of this month I along with the other girls will be shifted to another city for three months again. 

Sidharth was busy gazing the sky. He realised what she meant and turned to her completely. 

Sidharth: I won't let you go. 

Shehnaaz: You would have to. 

Sidharth: I won't.. never. 

Shehnaaz: There's no option otherwise. And I am glad about it. I wanted you to know this because you will forget me forever after today, I want this. We won't meet from tomorrow - You won't book me. Let's inhale the truth. I am just a prostitute who would have to return back to her life so let this prostitute habituate herself again with her work. 

You will have to live your nights without me. So let's part ways from tomorrow. I want you to get back to your life. You are an amazing soul. You deserve the whole world. 

Sidharth: But I don't deserve you. Right? 

Shehnaaz: Yes you don't. You deserve some who can walk along with you and make you proud. Make you feel important, who can care for you, make you feel love, who can make you know your worth. I don't. I can't do any of these. I am an impure human and living around me will take away your purity. I am a destroyer. 

Sidharth: So you want the upcoming 7 days to be a habitual session for me living like an empty void again? N you want to get habituated to your work again right okay done. Come with me. 

He dragged Shehnaaz harshly along with him this time. Shehnaaz didn't say anything. Reaching his home he lifted her up and dropped her on his bed of his room. Shehnaaz thought he will as usual make her sleep but.. 

Sidharth hovered over her, and opened her hairs harshly. 

Sidharth: You want this right? Okay done. Strip right now. I want to take you right now. Let's do this you need to habituate yourself again. Okay then. Your wish my command. Now strip. 

Shehnaaz: Sidharth...

Sidharth: No shut up.. not a word. I booked for for the night. I paid for you so let's utilize it. I don't my money to get wasted. Come on. 

He placed himself on top of her, still keeping his weight on him, not to hurt her. Sidharth looked at her. She didn't answer - not in a yes, not in a no. 

He released his weight on her, and landed on her body. Cupping her face he learned in for a kiss. He joined his lips with hers. This time she reciprocated. He nibbled her lips, pouring all his love for her in it. Shehnaaz for the first time was being kissed like this - with love and not a single bit of lust. 

Sidharth recalled every memory with her and his tears started falling.. they dripped from his cheeks and landed in hers. 

Shehnaaz opened her eyes feeling that and saw him crying. 

Sidharth opened his eyes too and broke the kiss. He looked at her lips, which seemed swollen with his love. He looked at her she didn't stop him. Their bodies rubbed again each other when He shifted his body downwards. 

Shehnaaz kept staring at him, her heart pinched seeing his state. 

His hand reached her back trying to unchain her dress. 

This time Shehnaaz cupped his face and  kissed his eyes drinking off his tears. While Sidharth's tears started falling out more. She hugged him for the first time. 

The big man layed in her arms on top of her crying like a baby, clutching her body. 

She rubbed his back simultaneously. 

Sidharth calmed down and said : I have always done things to make you happy. And you have always hurted me by rejecting all my efforts. If you want to see me alive I want something from you. I don't need your reply I just need it. 

I need your 7 days. All for me. You can't stop me for anything I would be doing to you. After these 7 days the choice will be yours you want to stay with me or not. Say yes. Please. 

Shehnaaz: But.. you 

Sidharth: I am just asking for a yes Shehnaaz. Don't be so mean for God's sake. 

Shehnaaz: Relax. Okay ... yes. I m up for it. But you won't pay me anything for these days. 

Sidharth nodded his head in a Okay, creating hundreds of different sensations in her body. 

Today, not Sidharth but Shehnaaz kissed his forehead and pulled the blanket on top of him. And waited till he dozed off on top of her.