"Agggh!" I shot up in bed. "No. No, not again." I mumbled to myself.
I got out of bed and began calling for the guys. "Where are they?" I looked at the refrigerator and saw a note.
'Hey Babe, we went to preform. Sorry I didn't wake you, you looked so peaceful. Be there in about two hours.' In Andy's handwriting.
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"Lily! I'm home!" CC yelled in the most girliest voice ever. "In the back longue!" I yell back. The guy burst in through the door, Andy being the first one. "Hi-five!" CC randomly said and threw his hand up. "No please, don't hurt me!" I yelled and hid behind Andy. "Lily, CC isn't going to hurt you, he's not like Lucker." I came out from behind Andy and looked at CC. "Is there something you didn't tell us?" Jinxx asked. Andy looked at me and I nodded. "Lucker, he would abuse... Lily." "WHAT?!" Jake yelled. "For how long?" CC asked, tears in his eyes. "A...a month"
I broke down. "Lily, why didn't you tell us?" Jinxx asked, in his caring tone. "I don't know." I sobbed into Andy's chest. "Lily." CC came over to me. "You can always come to us for help." Jake added. "Your like our little sister to us and we all love you, Andy the most though." CC smiled. "Thanks Cec," I smiled and hugged them all. "I love you guys!"
Andy
1 week later
I'm getting really worried for Lily. Every time she goes to sleep, she wakes up screaming. I know she's having nightmares, but she denies it every time I bring it up.
"Are you okay?" I ask her. "Yeah. I fine, totally fine." She answered looking around. "Are you sure?" "Yup. I appreciate you're trying but it's getting annoying Andy." Then she walked off. Why won't she tell me anything?
Lily
"I appreciate you're trying Andy but it's getting annoying." I stormed off. I don't really know why but I did.
The nightmares have gotten worse. Like last night, in my dream BVB and Lucker all started beating me. They called me names like: slut and worthless. Even though it was a dream, it still hurt.
The nightmares aren't the worst part, during the day and at night I hear voices inside my head. It's really annoying and I'm starting to think I'm going crazy.
Once I reached the bus, I began looking for that one thing that can change all of this. I know it'll hurt my friends and family but it's for my own good.
That's why I'm gonna.....
