It's been four months since Andy and I had that argument. I'm miserable. My depression is slowly coming back. Adrienne helps me out with Cayden, which I am extremely thankful for.
Andy keeps calling me but I can't bring myself to answer the calls. I still love him, don't get me wrong, but he hurt me and I can't just forgive him. He needs to learn.
"Briinnnggg, brrrriiinnnggggg." My phone rang. I picked it up and checked to see that CC was calling me. "Hello?" I answered. "Lily! Lily come to the hospital quick!" "What's going on?!" I panicked. "It's Andy."
My heart swelled. "W-what hospital?" He told me where and I hung up. "Adrienne! I'm going to the hospital! Taking Cayden!" "Who?" She asked. "Andy." She nodded and handed me Cayden.
"Where is he?! What happened?!" I asked Ash. "He was onstage and he jumped and broke his ribs."
"Andy..." I whispered. "They're doing surgery..." I nodded and sat down next to Jake.
Cayden made a noise so I looked down at him. He had his arms outstretched in the direction of Jake.
"Do you want to go with Uncle Jakey?" I cooed. I handed him to Jake who immediately started playing with his hands. Making it look as if he was punching somebody/something.
A doctor emerged in front of us. "Andrew Biersack?" We all nodded and he carried on talking. "He broke three of his ribs. They will heal eventually but I want him to cancel the rest of your tour." The guys nodded sadly. "Two people at a time can visit."
"Lily?" I nodded and walked to the room Andy was in, took a deep breath and opened it.
"Lily, is that really you?" He asked. I nodded and sat next to his hospital bed. I had re-dyed my hair blackish brown, it's natural color. "I missed you so much." Andy cried. "I did too."
"These months have been horrible..."
"How did you..." "I thought it'd be cool to stand on one of those huge speakers, when I tried to get down, I fell."
I looked at him worriedly. "The doctor wants him to cancel the rest of the tour..." "I don't want to go home!" I he groaned. "Why not?" I asked. "Because it doesn't feel like home when you and Cade aren't there." I literally felt my heart brake. "Speaking of Cayden, do you want to see him?" I asked.
"That's a stupid question." I giggled and stood, grabbed Cayden from Jake who wasn't too happy about it, and gave him to Andy.
"Dada." Cayden said and pointed to him. "His first word!" I gasped. "Who's dada?" Andy asked and Cayden pointed to him once again. "Mama!" He said and pointed to me. He crawled over to me and gave me a hug. "He's gotten so big." Andy smiled.
"Yeah. In two months-" "He's one. I know he's my kid too, just because I'm not around doesn't mean I care"
"I didn't say that." "You implyed it."
"Andy" "I never went to coffee with her. I didn't give her YOUR ring....instead I got her a restraining order."
"You did?" I asked. He nodded. "I miss you. I love you and want you with me for the rest of my life...please take me back....I promise I won't do anything stupid like that ever again."
"I forgive you Andy, let's just see what Adrienne will say."
