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epilogue

India P.O.V

 i was drowning in regret and sorrow and was trying to hold back my tears

he is gone he is gone he is gone

i wish i  had told him that i loved him,we could have been so much more.

i wish i could have saved him

i wish he was still here with me

i wish i had done something.. anything 

i wish i wish i wish.. that all i have done eh? i ask myself

these wishes will always remain wishes, there is no point of wishing india i scold myself

i close my eyes and hug myself , trying not to remember our kiss, that day kept repeating in my mind, the day before he died, it hurted , hurted so much. 

I started crying, tears flowed out of my eyes and i felt like i was drowning.

"im sure he wanted you to remember him and smile india.. not cry.."

the voice snapped me out of my thoughts and i turn to look at him

his son.. russia .. so similar yet so different.

"also its okay to wish you know.. even i did.. even i wished i could save him.. even i wish he was still here with me, even i wish i had done something"

i stare at russia.. how does he know what i was thinking 

" you look like a goldfish haha, also if you are wondering why i know, its cuz you say stuff aloud when your sad , and i may have been eavesdropping...Извините"

oh , i still have that habit..

i suddenly freeze , did he hear about me loving his father-

"no no , its fine uhm so uh how much did you hear..?"

"hmm from the part of you wishing to save him"

phew

"o-oh ok so what are you uh doing here..?"

"cant i meet my best friend and my fathers lover "

" oh ok- WAIT"

he heard everything he heard everything he heard everything he heard everything

" you liar! you heard everything " i sounded like a child but i was dying inside.. this is so awkward..

"India chill, dad told me that he loved you-"

"HE DID?????"

"Да! let me speak, even if he didnt tell me it was quite obvious anyways, he talked soo much about you at home, клянусь it was facinating, i was счастливый for him ты знаешь , he looked like a different person when he talked about you, so счастливый и беззаботный, i had never seen him like that ,and i always wondered how he was like when he was with you"

i just stared , tears were threatening to fall 

"o-oh, i never knew that.. haha..i wanna see his smile again russia, i miss him"

i started crying again

russia hugged me , i looked at his face and realised that he was crying too.

-time skip-

i cried and wished every year on the 26th of december, but this time it was different, this time somebody comforted me, this time i wasnt alone

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 A.Nyea the epilogue doesnt mean my story is over, i just have a ending and a beginning and i will put stories in the middle, the reason i did this is cuz if i ever feel like ending the story i  will have a ending prepared and if i suddenly wanna update it again , i can, lol

счастливый means happy

ты знаешь means you know

счастливый и беззаботный means happy and carefree

Да means yeah 

so yea XD