Ughh The Sensations

Chapter 13

Bethany's POV

We had the funeral on a Tuesday,  April 21st... I loved the repast.. I met alot of my cousins that I didnt even know. I was so excited and nervous cause I never seen so many people. I was also getting highly irritated with everyone coming up to me.

I was finally home and I kicked off my heels.. I sat my ass on the couch.

"Let me rub your feet baby." Marshawn said, "Please and Thank You.." I said, pulling my hair into a ponytail.

"Im just happy to be home away from everybody .. With my baby.." I leaned in and gave him a kiss..

He was all I needed right now. Me and Brian had to go to that place where they read the Will out to us. Too see what we had as separate or together.. I was lowkey nervous cause I dont know what to expect but, I hope its nothing to serious.

"Wanna just cuddle , and watch scary movies.. I'll pop some popcorn.. How does that sound?" I swear he knew how to make my day.. I meant night.

"Of course boyfriend, lets go cuddle." I said with a smile and we trailed in a good passionate kiss.

I loved his kisses they made me feel beautiful and sincere ... Like I was the only girl in the world that has his love. His lips tasted of cherries and I could tell he used my cherry chapstick.

"Using my chapstick again huh?" I said laughing and he just chuckled.

"Go get in your sexy pajamas child." and pushed me on the floor.

"Ow fucker.. " that like legit hurted so much.

I was brushing my teeth and my phone ranged. I had to hurry up and spit that shit out. Dammnit. Than to top it off I hit my toe on the rail of the bed.

"Mother of Christ.... Hello?" I said almost in tears.

"Bethany please hear me out baby please." Of course it was Jeremiah . Are you serious!!

"You have alot of fucking nerve to be calling me...." I said just got super pissed off.

"I know and I wanted to say I was sorry and I love you... Only you.." Jeremiah was pleading over the phone and once again saying the same thing over and over again Im so over it and done with him.

"Jeremiah stop.. Like seriously you have no right to call me telling me the same thing you always say.. Now Ive put up with you and your bullshit for years. Im done with everything as a matter of fact. Go take care of your soon to be child. Ohh you thought I wouldnt know or wasnt going to find out? Your sick and disguisting. You have a fatherly duty to prepare for and stop wasting my time. You should be saving it for your child." I said and hung up the phone .

I was so proud of myself for letting him go and moving on . Besides I have something much more better.

I felt a tear go down my cheek. I wiped it quickly. No tears for him.

Good job Bee Im proud of you for standing up to him and letting him go.

I know Im beautiful and worth more. I deserve more and better. I have that now. No tears for him.

I swear my thoughts was like my Mother talking to me. Boy did I hear her loud and clear if it was her.

"Bee you okay ?" Marshawn asked me coming in the room with the popcorn in his hand.

"Oh uhhh.. Yeah Im fine babe.. So what you wanna watch ?" Asking him trying to change the subject quickly.

"How about Ouija... On Netflix.?" He said and patted the bed. I loved that movie and we watched it until I fell asleep.

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"Stop! Get the fuck off.. No , I said NO!!.." I was woken up out of my sleep by the sound of extremely intense cussing. I got elbowed in my stomach.

"Marshawn..?" I said looking up ..

"Leave me alone I dont have know.... She's not here!!" I heard again. I sat up what the fuck was going on? I heard a loud thud. That was it. When I turned the light on. Marshawn was on the floor fighting himself.

"Marshawn... Wake Up.. Oh My God.. Get up Baby..!!" I slapped him and he sat up breathing heavy with sweat all down his body and forehead.

"Bee are you okay?" He asked me confused. "Im fine why were you fighting yourself in your sleep?" I asked him holding his face. "I had a nightmare.." He said chuckling.. Nightmares are you serious? "About what?" I asked him. This should be interesting. I got up and grabbed him a cup of water and a towel. He needed it.

"I was at home with my dad and.... He was looking for my mom to kill her.. I was fighting him and I tried to stop him. I told my Mom to hide and he ran after her but, I stopped him again. He had a butcher knife. Bee He stabbed me in my back.. My back is stinging right now Bee.. I havent had a nightmare since I was 17 and it was the same one" He said wiping his forehead and stomach with the towel.

I got up and looked at his back and the sheets.. There was a long bloody gash on his back . And blood was all on the bed. I never knew that could happen .. When you get wounded in a dream..

You get wounded for real.

I wiped his back off and put Alcohol on it. God he screamed to the high heavens it was so funny. It wasnt deep but, it was alot of blood and long as shit. I changed the sheets and put them in the washer. He had to sleep on his stomach and while he was sleeping I decided to do some research.

I got out my laptop and put my glasses on.. (Yes I wear glasses I took my contacts out) and looked up Marshawn's father. Jonathan Taylor. There was nothing there. Thats weird though if he talked about it and had nightmares about it.

I looked even further.. Out of nowhere something told me to look on a Adoption website and I did.

I typed in Marshawn's name in an adoption search engine.

Bingo !

Marshawn's real name was Marshawn Smith. His father name was Benjamin Smith mother Ashley Smith.

I read that his father was sentenced to life in prison for killing his wife. Ashley Smith in May 19, 1998.. He attempted to kill his child but only left their 6 year old son with a bloody gash down his back. He was forced to be put up for adoption.

I didnt know that he was adopted. He never told me that at all.. I never seen that scar on his back neither. Thats weird as shit. Thats something new I didnt know about. I just wanna get up and go ask him but, he's been through enough already.

I decided to close my laptop and go beside my wounded baby.

I whispered into his ear.

"I would never hurt you a day in my life.. I will protect you, the way you protect me. I love you."

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A/N ; Drama and Mystery there... I wonder why Marshawn didnt tell her about his REAL life ? Well I gotta figure that out myself.. Update coming soon.

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