Ughh The Sensations

Chapter 9

Marshawn's POV

I had to get out and leave so she wouldnt have seen me cry.

I was so hurt by what she said and I didnt even know why.

I pulled out my phone to dial her number.... She I call her now ?

What are you doing Shawn ?

I need to tell her how I feel... I need her to understand that I need her ..

But, she doesnt want you right now..

Right now.. Huh...

I swear I could just talk to my thoughts all day and that would be the best stress reliever.

Than my phone ranged of course it was Mya.

"What ?" I was angry as hell and she is just the icing on the cake.

"Please we can talk about this. Im sorry baby please come home. I need you here with me .. I was worried about you all last night." I dont see how she's still trying to negotiate with me..

Bethany was right .. I didnt need to put her in something that wasnt real..

I needed to get rid of the real problem.

Mya.....

I walked into the house walking as fast as I could to our room to get clothes.

"Marshawn baby please let me explain.. Im so so sorry." Mya said, and I couldnt stand to look at her.

"Mya leave out of my face . I have nothing to say to you." I said trying hide my anger. She just kept following me.

Ugh this fucker cant take a hint.

"No, It was a mistake baby I swear." She said now she was crying.

"Fucking somebody in my house and in my bed is not a mistake got dammnit!! You obviously dont care about me if you went and pulled this bullshit.. Tell me what did or what do he have that You have that I dont have right now?!!" I yelled and she puts her head down and is crying.

I look down at her and she rubs her belly.

"A baby" She whispers but, I heard it as if it was loud and clear.

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Bethany's POV

I was laying down with Brian on the other side of me.

He was rubbing hair and it felt like old times . I was still hurting and depressed. But, having my brother on the side of me always made me feel like I could conquer the world..

I remember when we were 15 and I had my first heartbreak. I had got cheated on by Jeremiah with one of my closes friends. Brian came into my room with a big carton of icecream and sat on my bed. We ate it together and listened to our favorite Artist Smokey Robinson. He told me everything was going to be alright and we danced around the room like we were five. I love my brother and I looked up to him. I mean he was 10 minutes older than me.

He was a jock in High School and everyone loved him but, his main priority was Me. Keeping me safe and be there to protect me like I was the only thing in the world.

Now he's a millionair with hella businesses. While I was a therapist and I made just about as much cause I was giving to alot of famous and rich people.

"Hey Im getting ready to go bud De'jour is probably waiting on me." He says getting up stretching. De'jour was his wife. They've been together since Senior year and made it this far.

"Okay, just call me later or tomorrow.. Love you brother." I kissed him on his cheek and he left.

I was still a bit down but, a little drunk too. So Im deciding to go to sleep.

Hours later ...

My phone was ringing.. Ugh why dont everybody just leave me alone.

"Hello?" I say sounding grumpy. Cause I was .

"Bee open the door please?" Of course it was Marshawn. I didnt want to even though I do want to see him.

"No leave me alone I dont wanna see you Marshawn." I was telling a straight ass lie.

"If you dont open the door I will myself.!" He said almost yelling.

"I dont care Marshawn leave me a alone." I say hanging up my phone. I rubbed my forehead sighing.

Moments later my door opened. Are you fucking serious. What is his problem?

"I told you I was going to come in myself right? Bee Ive been calling you all day.. What happened earlier I shouldnt have left. I snapped inside and I didnt want to take my anger out on you so I left. But, you dont have to avoid me. I lo - "

I cut him off..

"I know you love me. But, you need to be with Mya right now its only right. You love her and you always have. My feelings doesnt matter right now and thats okay.... Im okay."

He was looking down as if he wanted to hit something but, he looked up and I could see tears in his eyes. He opened his mouth to say.

"Mya cheated on me .... With Jeremiah.... She's pregnant with his baby."

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A/N ; Good twist I put in there and I put Marshawn's POV in there as well and Imma do another one I dont know when but, It'll be soon.

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