Ughh The Sensations

Chapter 12

It was like I died and came back to life. It was like the world had stopped spinning and everything stood still. It was like I had nothing left in this world. It was like the devil finally told me I was with him for ever lasting life. The pain I felt was like no other pain in this world.. My everything, The man of my life was gone. I had nothing and that was how I felt.

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I didnt realize I was in my bed until I got up out of my sleep..

Wait...

I was sleep ?

When did that happen..

"Hey, gorgeous... How you feel?" Marshawn said laying next to me.

"Im fine.. What happened?.. How did I end up in my bed...?" I was so confused and I barely remember what happened.

"Okay, Bethany.. I dont want you to freak out again.." What did he mean again? Why was he acting so damn weird...

"Okay tell me what happened." I said putting on a fake smile..

"Well ... You found out that your Dad died and you spazzed out at the office. Breaking glass, throwing chairs, and fighting people.. Joseph punched you and knocked you out. I drove you home." He said all of that but, the only thing I heard was...

Dad Died.

MY FUCKING DAD DIED!!!!!

"Wait.... So My Dad Died... How ?.. I dont even remember what happened.. I get punched in the face .. MY DAD FUCKING DIED!!!" All could do was cry ... I couldnt stand it not one bit. All I have left is my Brian...

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Brian's POV

"Are you fucking kidding me .. My damn Father is gone and you want me to calm down De'jour... News flash baby, I never had a mother and my Father took care of me and Bethany... She is the only thing I have left. I cant fucking calm down!!!" I was furious and angry and hurt.

I cant believe my dad Commited Suicide.

The question was Why?

What did we do wrong to make him want to kill hisself. He was my role model. I looked up to him. He was my hero. He was so strong to raise Twins... I wonder how Bethany is doing .. Wow she's probably freaking out.

"Baby, please I just want to be there for you through this all." De'jour said and I know she wants to but, I cant bare for anyone to touch me right now.

"I know and I love you for it but, not right now De'jour.. I need to call Bethany." I was beyond piss and was eager to hear Bee's voice.

Imma call her anyway...

"Hello... Brian ?" I hear her voice oh my goodness she sounds so broken.

"Hey, Bee... How you holding up?" I say trying to sound sincere. "No ones telling me how he died Mary is beating around the fucking bush. Why is everyone hiding this shit from me? I dont deserve this at all.. Please Brian Tell me what happened to him." She was crying so bad and I didnt want to tell her at all.

"Bee, ...Uhhh.. He uhhh... Commit Suicide.. Mary found him in the bath tub with his wrist slit. No one knows why... Its all out of the blue.. I wish I couldve been there to talk him out of it but, I wasnt and now...." I was breaking down over the phone. "Now Bee he's gone .. Our father is gone .. Oh My God what did we do wrong... How could this happen... What are we gonna do.. What about Mary..??" I was asking questions that I knew both of us couldnt answer.

"Brian.... We have to ask Mary what happened she's the only one who knows. Im done talking about this I'll call you later Brother.. I love you so much B.." The line went dead.

We were both broken from this out of nowhere tragedy.

Now its me and Bethany against everybody.

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Mya's POV

"I cant believe you told him. What the fuck was you thinking? Now he's going to tell Bethany and She's going to beat my ass thanks Mya!!" Jeremiah screamed at me...

Are you fucking serious he's acting like this is all my fault when he had a big role in it as well.

"Jeremiah you have got to be kidding me... All you care about is Bethany ass ... Im fucking Pregnant for Gods Sake and you dont even care.. Worry about your child thats in me!!" I yelled back I cant believe all he cares about is Bethany..

"Is that even my child?" He asked me ...

Oh..

"Of course this is your fucking child I havent had sex with Shawn for almost 5 months and I found out I was 2 months pregnant when I went to the doctor last week. You think Im lying ..??" It looked like he didnt believe me and it hurt me to the core of my heart.

I didnt realize I was crying until he came and patted me on my back. I was so ashamed of myself. For doing what I did to Marshawn. He left the house and I dont even know if I still owned anything. I loved him.

But, I hurt him deeply.

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A/N ; I put some of the Characters POV's in this chapter.. Hope you guys like it.

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