Ughh The Sensations

Chapter 10

I sat up...

I couldnt get any words out...

I was speechless...

I was surprised ..

"How did you find out?" I asked and that was the only thing I could get out.

He said sniffling, "I went home early from work on Friday and... And when I got there I called her name.. She didnt answer.. I was worried so I was getting ready to run upstairs but, Raina asked me why I was downstairs ... I looked at her as if she was stupid.. She said I was supposed to be upstairs already with Ms. Mya but, I told her I just got home from work... She was looking at me like I was tricking her. And I ran upstairs to see Jeremiah and Mya fucking in my bed. She didnt tell me she was pregnant until earlier. With Jeremiah's baby." He said with the most saddest, disgusted expression and tears in his eyes.

I tapped my bed for him to come lay down and he began taking his coat and shoes off rushing to my side crying..

Marshawn was crying..

I was by his side as his friend.. His

Bestfriend..

"Im sorry she did this to you... How long have they been having this affair.. ?" I asked even though I didnt want to know. I was putting my personal feelings to the side and making all my attention about him.

"She said they've been doing this for a year and a half... Everytime I went to work, on business trips  and on vacations with you.. She would bring him over and fuck him in my bed and in my house." He was crying his eyes out and I never seen him so hurt before.

"Marshawn you can stay here as long as you want. I dont care if you guys do get back together... " I told him this and I was serious .

He was sleeping so peacefully when I woke up this morning. So I decided to take a drive to go see Jessica.

"Hey girl!!" She says loudly hugging me tightly. "Hey can I come in Jess?" I asked her. "Of course you can.. Its not like I was doing anything anyway.. We need to talk anyway." She says motioning me to come inside.

I stepped in and took my heels off.. She poured me a glass of wine and we sat down on her couch.

"So... Friday night ... What happened when you got home?" She asked me and I looked up . She was so nosey but, I loved that about her.

I cleared my throat, "Well Umm... Marshawn.. Uhh.. Marshawn came over and Uhhh... We had sex. But, I dont remember it all." Her eyes are all lit up and she starts to giggle. I just laughed.

"Ohhh my goodness you go girl... So guys are together now huh.. Yes!! Ive been waiting for this day to come!!" She said so excitedly . But, I had my head down and she looked at me frowning...

"Jess we're not together... We only had sex because he was heart broken and needed a stress release." I said trying to hold my sniffles and tears.

"Wow ... Im sorry Bee... if anything Im here for you always." She said and hugged me.

We talked for another 4 hours and I drove myself home.

Marshawn was awake and laying in my bed.

"Hey, how you doing?" I asked .. His eyes were puffy from all the crying he did.

"I feel a little better ... Thank You for being there Bethany it means the world to me..." I was beginning to tear up and I wipe the corners of my eye.

"Thats what Bestfriends are for.." I say with a slight smile and a chuckle.

"But, your not just my bestfriend Bethany and you know that. Well I dont put you as a Bestfriend in my mind." He said winking and I smiled making my way to my bed laying down with him...

He rubbed his fingers through my hair and sighed.

"Being here with you Bee makes everything perfect.... Your perfect in everyway possible." I sat up.. Where was he going with this?

"I just want you to be mine... Its crazy how Im just expressing this because Im hurt but, I mean it with all my heart. Im in love with you Bethany and always have been. But, I just didnt say nothing cause I was with Mya. I loved her too but, not as much and as bad as Im in love with you. I just ask that you be with me . Not because Im going through something but, because I know you feel exactly the same way as me Bee. So be my girlfriend. Please?" He said with tears running down his face.

I couldnt say nothing but, smile. I had tears going down my face as well and it was tears of joy. I would never thought that my Bestfriend would ask me to be his girlfriend.

"Marshawn havent we been doing enough crying ?" I ask laughing and he laughed as well. I leaned in and kissed his lips. I could taste the pain and the heartbrokenness on his lips. It was like we both needed this to happen. But, What could I say I love him.

"Of course I will be your girlfriend Marshawn Taylor." I said happily.

"Yes!!.. Ive been waiting for that answer and question for years!!" He was so excited. It was adorable.

I layed there laughing with my Bestfriend.. Excuse me...

Boyfriend !!

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A/N ; I really dont have nothing to say..... I Edited this chapter if some of the readers didnt notice.