Addicted To Love 3: Five x Zero

30- To Build A Home

This chapter reminds me of this song-

"To Build A Home" by The Cinematic Orchestra

Five's POV:

SHIT!!!! NO! NO!!! I can't teleport to her.... damn it!!!! I try and try but it's no use....Diego and Lila come running to the window as I watch Zero mouth up to me.... "I love you..." I let out a sob as I whisper back at her, "I love you too" I watch as her small frame hits the ground hard...... I hear Diego gasp in shock.... I quickly push them aside as I start running down the stairs and out of the building..... I feel the tears run down my cheeks as I try to get to her as fast as possible.... I hear running behind me and I assume that Diego and Lila are close behind... I run as fast as I can pushing people aside as I scream at them.... I see her body next to the Swedes... I quickly jump over him and slide down to her.... I grab her head placing it in my lap.... I lean down listening for a sound as I try and feel her pulse.... it's faint but I feel one.... my baby....I hug her in tightly rocking with her small body.... the tears flood down my face..... "Why would you do that..." I whisper out at her as I kiss her forehead.... I can barely feel her presence..... I can't loose her.... I'll go mad....this can't be how she goes.... I won't let it....

"Five...." I hear Diego gently say as he crotches down next to me..... I rock her still body back and forth... "She's alive...." I mutter to him as I hold her closer..... I look down at my ring..... it's flickering black and dark violet....she's fighting it.... I remember when she killed herself to find Klaus back when we were first at the commission...... back then I could just use her flowers..... but ever since we connected our auras her lotuses won't bring her back to life.... they don't work the same for her now...... I'm guessing it's because some are now blue colored..... they are a mix of me now too.....I remember her telling me about it.......only some serum the commission knows about will....come on baby keep fighting... I have to find a way......"Come on Zero... fight..." I whisper out to her and I feel Diego out his arm on my shoulder.... 

"How can I help?" He asks and I look up at him.... he looks into my eyes startled by my tears.... I try to think as I look back to my bruised and bloody Zero....My aura is too weak to fully help her.... last time even without being able to use her lotuses, I was able to use the ring and my aura to help but right now my aura isn't going to be enough..... but I don't have time to recharge..... it has to be now.....I don't know if it will work but maybe Diego can help..... I look back at him, "Can we try and use your aura too?" I ask and he nods instantly, "Of course.... do you think it will work?" He asks... I sigh at him as he sits down next to me... "I have no idea..." he sadly nods as I lift one of Zero's hands placing it in his and his other hand squeezes my shoulder.... "Think about her..." I tell him and he closes his eyes.....I close my eyes trying to focus on Zero..... come on..... it has to work..... I feel Diego's aura.....then my aura start to grow.... I think about Zero's precious smile.... her sweet laugh.... her small heartbeat against mine..... I feel my love for her.... I look down at her as I see my blue aura glow and Diego's orange one as well... I lean down and place a small kiss on her lips..... I think about our future.... everything we could miss out on......a true home for the both of us.....I softly whisper into her lips..... "To Build A Home" by The Cinematic Orchestra....

"There is a house built out of stone
Wooden floors, walls and window sills
Tables and chairs worn by all of the dust
This is a place where I don't feel alone
This is a place where I feel at home

'Cause, I built a home
For you
For me

Until it disappeared
From me
From you

And now, it's time to leave and turn to dust

Out in the garden where we planted the seeds
There is a tree as old as me
Branches were sewn by the color of green
Ground had arose and passed it's knees

By the cracks of the skin I climbed to the top
I climbed the tree to see the world
When the gusts came around to blow me down
I held on as tightly as you held onto me
I held on as tightly as you held onto me

And, I built a home
For you
For me

Until it disappeared
From me
From you
And now, it's time to leave and turn to dust...."

I kiss her again and I feel her gasp for air as I pull away.... I open my eyes and look at Fiego.... his eyes are wide as he pulls her hand up squeezing it.... I look down at her as her eyes flutter open.... She shakily whispers out up at me her eyes lilac....

"This is a place where I don't feel alone
This is a place where I feel at home....."

I cry out at her running my hand along her cheek.....she's here.... she's back...Her eyes start to shift back and forth between Lilac and dark violet as she winces in pain..... I quickly scoop her up as I stand holding her bridal style.... she groans as I move her and I feel all the glass in her back..... her eyes struggle to stay focused onto mine..... She whimpers slightly as I feel the pain in her aura start to take over..... I feel my heart ache with her small whimpers.... It breaks me....she's going to pass out soon..... but at least she's alive.... "It's okay..." I whisper down to her as she shakily breathes her eyes closing..... Diego places his arm on my shoulder as I look up at him.... "Thank you" I tell him and I mean it.... he nods looking down at me.... I hear a car start and I see Dad walk out of the building.... I look at him as I scream out "Ἄνδρα μοι ἔννεπε, Μοῦσα, πολύτροπον, ὃς μάλα πολλὰ." His head quickly turns around curiously looking at me..... I stand there holding limp Zero not afraid anymore...... I was foolish before to be afraid of my dad..... the only true nightmare I have now just occurred right before my eyes.... He turns away getting into the car as I sigh looking at limp Zero and then back to Diego.....

"Hey is she alive?" I see Lila ask as she walks towards us.... I growl at her as Diego looks at her sharply... "Why did you go hwlp Five instead of me???" He asks clearly hurt.... "I dunno maybe because he's a child and your a man!" .... this is going to take forever... I clear my throat "I'm heading back to Elliots... I have to take care of Zero..." Diego nods at me then turns his attention back to Lila..... I carefully slip away putting Zero down in the backseat of the car as I head back to Elliots...... how many times will this woman jump into danger for me??? How many times was it going to take for me to realize that I've been fighting to save my house..... when I have a home with her already.....I sigh as I look back at her..... her small frame is so bruised and bloodied... I need to get her healed......I  need her.... I want to build a home....