"C'mon. Bet you cant get it" I sneered. Quan reached for his phone again. "Your'e not letting me get it!" Quan pouted. We were getting dressed at my house to go to the party. Jax hadn't said a word to me ever since my 'why didn't I call' tantrum. But the rest of the guys seem cool about it. I just wanna know what his problem is. I mean, why did he care about the answer so much when I obviously didnt want to give it?! Why couldn't he just leave it alone? But I managed to get those questions out of my head by playing with Quan while the others get ready.
"What's going on?" Nick came up and asked with no shirt on. Jeez. I have hot friends. "Bet you can't get it Nickelodeon" I teased with a smirk. "Don't call me that, and watch..." Nick tried snatching for the phone, but i dodged it, again, and again. He started getting mad. "I give up, that's stupid anyway" he scowled. Now that's the Nick I know. Quan seemed to have went away too.
I searched around for him. Then I found him talking to Jax. Jax got up and then smirked at me. Then his eyes shifted to Quan's phone that I in my right hand. Now this was gonna be good. I backed away slowly while Jax moved towards me slowly. Then, dash! "Get back here X!" I heard Jax shout. None of the guys were in the backyard so i thought up a quick plan. Once Jax follows me out here, I'll tickle him to death and make him forget about what happened. Then we can go back to being us again.
I was outside faster than I thought I would be. I was running faster than usual. Maybe it was because I was being chased and my stamina just automatically turned on. Whatever it was, it had me running really fast. But it was nothing compared to Jax's speed and stamina.
Jax was suddenly in front of me. He reached for Quan's phone but I dodged. One more time again but I just dodged it again. I decided to reach my hand in and start tickling him but he grabbed it and used it as a tool to push me to the wall. The phone dropped from my hand but he didn't seem to care. Then why...? He was just staring at me. But I was doing the same thing to him. The stare felt pretty deep. He finally spoke up. "Why won't you tell me what's up with you?".
I looked down with a frown. "B-because it doesn't matter" I sighed. He let go of my hands and brushed his hair with his hands. He was obviously stressed. "C'mon. They are probably ready to leave and you haven't gotten dressed yet" he said. It seemed as if he wasn't satisfied no matter how much he tried not to show it. "Fine by me" I said, walking inside before him. Why am I so mean? I have no idea. It's just that I have no intention of anyone finding out. I will do anything to keep it a secret.
Even if it means losing him.
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~JAXON'S POV~
Fuck. Why does this mean so much to me? I don't know. All I know is that before X left, he wasn't happy. He was going through hell. His parents had just died and he used me for a shoulder to cry on. But that's what I used him for. My life is pretty shitty to. And before X had problems of his own, I used him as I shoulder to cry on more than anything. He was my best friend out of our group. I always depended on him to make me smile. To me, I couldn't live without him. So I waited for the call. Waited and waited. But nothing. After a while, I lost hope.
I pushed myself a little hard. I got angrier. I worked out like crazy until my body was numb. I got into to more fights. I started to drink a lot. I grew more depressed. Nick, Quan, and Ricky still hung out with me, so that fulfilled some of the emptiness, but without X, I wasn't complete. Something was missing. But I couldn't figure out what. So I decided to forget about it. It not like X wasn't coming back. I decided to focus on my reputation instead. What people think of me became my main priority. I wanted them to fear me, envy me, and love me. I got it for sure, but that wasn't even enough. But now he's back. But he's changed.
I walked in the living room to where the guys where. Nick was pacing around staring at his phone. Ricky was doing push-ups. Quan was taking selfies of course. I swear, Quan acts like a girl sometimes. He is literally addicted to selfies and fashion.
"Did you get it?" Quan asked. "Get what?" I asked. "My phone! Ugh! You idiot! You always get it! I was in the middle of texting a girl I met..." Quan kept blabbing on about how he was texting some girl. Girl huh? I need a girlfriend. I need a good fuck. When's the last time I had good sex anyway. With a cute girl at that. When the last time I checked out a girl. I guess I wasn't worried about one. Charlotte is pretty cute. And she's popular. Nice body too. I could totally use her as a girl...-.
My thoughts were interrupted by Xavier. He looked really good. His outfit made his nice body stand out well. Damn.
"X, YOU LOOK GREAT NOW LET'S GO! WE ARE GOING TO BE LATE IDIOTS!" Quan shouted causing all of us to jump. We all went inside of my car and drove to Charlotte's place. "Play a good song" Ricky said. "No" I said firmly while driving. "Yes" Quan exclaimed. "Nope" I smirked. I knew where this was going. "Yeeessss" X moaned. "Nah ah". The three of them looked at Nick like they were waiting for him to say what they did. "Yes" he said, once he got tired of them staring at him. "Still no" I chuckled. "Please!!!" A loud shriek came through the car. "Alright alright, fine" I gave in. I turned on the radio. For some reason. The volume was really loud but no of them seemed to care. They all screamed to the song.
"I ONLY CALL YOU WHEN IT'S HALF-PAST-FIVE. THE ONLY TIME THAT I'LL BE BY YOUR SIDE, I ONLY LOVE IT WHEN YOU TOUCH ME NOT FEEL ME, WHEN IM FUCKED UP AND THATS THE REAL ME, WHEN IM FUCKED UP THATS THE REAL ME YEAH" All except me screamed. I guess I'm the only civilized person in the car huh?
I decided to change to radio station. Once I did, another song they envied played and they screamed. Oh come on! The radio is cursed! "FUCK YOU, AND YOU, AND YOOOUUUUU, THIS THAT HOT GIRL BUMMER ANTHEM...AND YOU WANT ME TO CHANGE? FUUUCCCCKKK YOU!!!" They screamed. I immediately shut the radio off and stopped the car. "Where here idiots" I said. We were parked a distance away from the party.
