Taekook|| One-shots ✔

• I love you • 2/2

Part 2 of "I hate you"

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[Taehyung's pov.]

I loved him. From that gorgeous smile to those doe eyes. I loved the way he would scrunch his nose when he did not like something and I loved the way he could wrap one around his finger and make them obey.

I adored his light laughter and the way he could make you weak with just one look. I simply loved him from his cheeky personality to his soft skin. Simply put, I love him. All of him, and I thought he loved me too.

His all was seemingly more than enough, but my all would never be. My all would just be swept under the rug as if it were nothing more than a speck of dust, but that's alright as long as I can see that pretty smile. He could seemingly just show me a short time of affection and I would be happy for the rest of the month.

But he won't ever give me any sort of affection again, will he?

Because he claims he hates me, and yet I was the fool to come crawling back and let him in. He had left and I was still hung up. He hated me for a simple reason really, one that I did not even do. He claims I am a cheat, but my love how could I ever, when I have you laying next to me?

How could I ever lay another hand on someone's body, when you are more than enough for me? How could I ever let someone kiss me, when your kisses are as sweet as strawberries. My favourite kind of taste. How could I cheat, when I am so obssessed with you that I'd swim an entire ocean just to get to you. How could I cheat, and why don't you believe me?

Even now when he's crumpled up in to a tiny bawl as he cries because of me, my arms wrapped around him. I love him, even if he hates me. I love him, even though his words are like a knife stabbing me. I love him because that is all I'll ever know. I love him, and I don't ever want to let go.

"I hate you.", he claimed as he sobbed harder, what more could I say to make him stop? My words are nothing but simple neglected meanings to him. Lies that shamble as soon as they reach his heart. It doesn't matter how many times I say I did not cheat because he won't listen to me. "I hate you", he cried again as he leaned into me, my heart aching as every word stung me.

"I love you.", I claimed.

"Liar.", he replied.

"I love you.", I claimed.

"Liar.", he replied.

"You know I'd never cheat.", I tried.

"You liar.", he replied.

My heart seemingly ached as every word left his chasted lips, as every word flew right into my chest. I could feel my lips tremble as a heavy sigh left my lips, was there truly nothing more I could do? Once I let go, he'll leave me for sure. Once I let go, my fears will come knocking on the door. Once I let go, the nightmare will begin. Once I let go, I'll never see the light of day again.

"I love you.", I claimed.

"Liar.", he replied.

"I love you.", I tried.

"Liar.", he replied.

"Why don't you believe me?", I cried.

"Because you're a cheat.", he replied.

I scoffed, "Where's the proof?", my words came out stressed as I could feel a few tears running down my cheeks. His head still stayed rested in my chest as his tears still kept flowing down his cheek.

"I saw it, that's proof enough.", he responded dryly, making my arms tighten him in my hold. I was so scared to let go. "How could you see something that never happened? You're eyes probably deceived you!", I questioned, begging for him to believe me.

"No, I heard it and saw you asking some girl to marry her. You were supposed to be with Yoongi and Jimin but they had not seen you in weeks! You lied to me, you don't love me.", he responded in anger as he broke down sobbing again, my heart clenched.

"Yes, I lied. But I'd never cheat. I—", my words fell silent for a second and then I breathed again, "I wanted to ask you to marry me.", I could hear his breath hitch as his sobs stilled for a second.

"Liar.", he once again spoke, "Why ask someone else instead of me?"

"Practice.", I replied.

"You're a liar.", he bitterly continued.

"I love you.", I responded.

"Liar.", he whispered as he tried getting out my hold, but I tightened it, scared to let go. Scared that he would see the tears tainting my skin.

"I love you.", I claimed once again as he managed to finally back away from my hold. My eyes never looking at him, but instead glued to the floor.

"You love me?", he scoffed.

"I love you.", I replied.

"You love me?", he mocked, making my head snap towards him, and my eyes stare right at him, not caring that tears fell down my cheeks.

"I love you.", I cried.

"You love me?", he questioned.

"I love you.", I replied as he looked at me with soft eyes, my gaze never leaving his, leaving him to trail my wet skin with his soft hands.

"You love me.", he claimed.

"I love you.", I stated.

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