Taekook|| One-shots ✔

• I hate you • 1/2

[Jungkook's pov.]

I hated him. From his curved up smirk to his devious blue eyes. He had always been one of a kind and yet one in so many. He always played with the strings he had at hand, laughing as you played his game or — more like— fell into his manipulative hand.

It was annoying, frustrating, how easily he could rile you up and then let you smash to the ground as if you were nothing more than a speck of dust. I despised the way he would lead one on and then lose interest as soon as he had you in his grasps. I hated the way he could act all innocent and hurt and yet go and laugh to his friends behind your back. I hated the fact he was so good in his act.

If he were an actor in a movie, it would have never surprised me if he had gotten an oscar. In fact I would have personally given it to him.

But, what I hated the most, was that I fell right into his trap. He wrapped me around his fingers and made me think I was more than all the rest. However, that is what he told the rest as well. Told them they were the prettiest, the ones closest to his heart. I think the worst part about it was, that I fell for this so called act. I believed his every word because my naive mind made me trust him, made me give him my all. But my all was never enough and it never will be for the likes of him.

Simply put, I hated him. I really did. But every time he came back, I let him in again. Even when it was a simple glance, him simply breathing the same air, my love for him never died. My heart always skipped a beat when I saw the sight of him. So refreshing and alluring. Everything just drew my attention to him. No, my attention has always been on him.

Even now, when I lay next to him, once again used for his own personal gain. But I had allowed him too, I had allowed him to touch me, where no one else has, had allowed him to taint my body with his cheating hands.

Carefully, I sat up as my eyes scanned towards his sleeping body. I don't even know why I am so upset. This is what I had wanted but maybe I had wanted something more.

A tear left my eyes as I got up and grapped my stuff, hoping he would not hear the rustling, hoping he would just sleep my disappearance away. I sighed heavily, only to stiffen at a familiar deep voice, "Jungkook? Where are you going?", his voice rang behind me, making me spin around. The depth of his voice had sent shivers down my spine and made my legs feel like jelly. His eyes gazed at me confused as he sat up carefully, eyeing me.

"Are you leaving?", he questioned softly, drowsiesness still filled him as he ran a finger through his brown hair. His dark eyes flickered to the blanket and then to me. However, instead of having the courage to speak up, I stilled.

"Love?", he once again asked as he stood up from the bed. His body slouched as he approached me but I backed away. "I hate you.", I simply claimed as I tore my eyes away from his half naked body. "I know.", he simply said.

"No, you don't. If you did you wouldn't come waltzing back into my life as if you had the right!", I snapped my head towards him in anger as I held tightly on to the things I was carrying. He simply stared in silence with tiredness lacing his expression, "and if you really hated me, you wouldn't have let this happen in the first place.", he commented plainly, his face scrunching as he scanned my body. I stilled at his words as I felt tears glistening my eyes, "and you would leave me alone if you understood."

Taehyung sighed as he ruffled his hair, softly approaching me, I simply backed away.

"I hate you.", I claimed.

"I know.", he replied.

"I hate you.", I cried.

"I know.", he replied.

"Please, leave me alone.", I tried.

"No.", he replied.

He had backed me up to the wall as he looked at me, his dark eyes gazing at me. "Believe me, I love you.", he claimed as he looked at my face with a tired gaze.

"Liar.", I replied.

"I love you.", he commented.

"Liar.", I replied.

"I love you.", he tried.

"You cheated.", I responded.

He stayed silent as he gazed at me, "You hate me.", he simply claimed as he backed away, drifitng from my eyes as he stayed unexplained.

"I hate you.", I claimed as I looked at him, my body anxious as he simply sat down and looked at the floor.

"You were the one who cheated. You're the one not denying it right now!", I cried as I felt my lungs become heavier, knowing full well he had already denied it once before.

"I hate you!", I claimed.

"I love you.", he replied with a small smile, his gaze staring at me with a spark in them, one I had only seen so many times before and that is when I felt them again. The butterflies in my stomache, flapping along with the sound of my heart beating in my chest.

"I hate you.", I once again spoke as I trembled in fear, tears streaming down my face. I breathed in heavily as I watched his eyes look at me. His gaze looked worried and innocent. He looked hurt but I could never again let myself lean in again.

"I hate you. I hate you. I hate you!", I screamed as I slid down the wall.

"I love you.", he simply once again said, but what he did then I had no idea. I was simply in a ball on the ground, crying into my knees. But that's when I felt strong arms wrapping around me, "Oh love. You know I'd never cheat. You know I love you."

"I hate you.", I replied but I knew I didn't hate the man sitting next to me as he had for the 2nd time claimed he had not cheated on me. I hated, what he did to me.

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A/N I like this one, idky. xD