Just A Memory

Letter For Me? (LFM?)

Carla POV

I was in the convenience store when I saw Rhys with Ericka, they both we're laughing until they both entered the convenience store, I walk to the counter and paid for what I bought, then I felt someone Tap my shoulder, when I look at it, it was Ericka who had a worried eyes and smile onto me....

"Oh hey guys what are you two doing here?" I ask them, "we have something to say Carla..." Ericka said, "Go on." I said as I took my plastic bag, "Not here...." She said then pull me outside, "So what is it?" I ask her once we are outside, "It's about me and Rhys.... We.... Uhmmm..." She said stuttering, "You are together now? I know.... Seungcheol told me that he saw you two in a restaurant nearby." I explained to her with a smile, "He saw us?" She ask, "Yeah he did... But I told him to keep it a secret and he agreed." I replied, "What about you?" She ask, "What about me? What do you mean?" I said-ask to her, "How do you feel about me and Rhys relationship?" She ask, "I am happy for the both of you.... Because even at the first time we met them I know he had an interest in you, so it doesn't matter to me anymore." I replied, why are such being a liar Carla?! You know on your own that you like him too!! What you said was a bullshit! I said to my self before smiling at Ericka, "Thank you so much Carla... And about the plan he already tells it to me and please don't think that I am mad, it's fine for me okay?" She said then hug me, since she was abit smaller than I am, she apparently hugging my waist, and I hug her back, "I better get back to the apartment now, Nicolai must be waiting for me, I told him that I was just gonna buy a snack for our binge watching tonight so, have fun you two okay?" I said to her cheerfully, then she nod at me before giving me last hug and go inside the convenience store and put her hands on Rhys's hand, why does it hurt this much? I like him but I didn't tell him... Why? Because, the time that I was supposed to confess to him, is the time where he told me that he likes Ericka, and it hurts me that even before I tell him I like him he already rejected me without him knowing it... I am such a stupid girl who still thinks that maybe someday he will fall for me too, but I guess, it was already time for me to move on and start with this fake relationship of mine with him, even though it hurts. I said to my self while crying softly, I was crying all the way back to our apartment building, when I get there I put the snack on the counter top of the kitchen and just went upstairs, I heard Nicolai calling my name yet I didn't even bother to look at him nor say goodnight to him, I just went to my room, lock my self there and cry through the night, the next morning, I had a headache yet I still manage to do my morning routine and change into my school uniform, then head to school without them knowing it, I leave a sticky note in the kitchen counter top and then leave the building, I just decided that I would just rather walk than to ride a bus or my car since I was too lazy to drive, while walking I was listening to some Kpop songs, and it was on shuffle, when I got to school, I entered my first class and it went softly, actually I really don't need to study since I already had a work yet, I really want to finish this year so that I could focus on my work fully, then after our first and second subject ended I went to my locker only to see a small blue envelope their:

𝙵𝚛𝚘𝚖: 𝚂𝚎𝚌𝚛𝚎𝚝 𝚊𝚍𝚖𝚒𝚛𝚎𝚛
𝚃𝚘: 𝙼𝚢 𝙱𝚎𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚍 𝙿𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚌𝚎𝚜𝚜 (𝙲𝚊𝚛𝚕𝚊)

𝙳𝚎𝚊𝚛 𝙲𝚊𝚛𝚕𝚊,

          𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚊 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚛 𝚒𝚗 𝚖𝚢 𝚗𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚎𝚜 𝚜𝚘 𝚋𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝, 𝚜𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚒 𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚔 𝚞𝚙 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚔𝚢 𝚒 𝚜𝚊𝚠 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚋𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚎, 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚖𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚖𝚎 𝚢𝚎𝚝 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚖𝚢 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚖𝚎𝚊𝚗𝚝, 𝚒 𝚊𝚖 𝚝𝚛𝚞𝚕𝚢 𝚒𝚗 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚖𝚢 𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚍 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚒 𝚊𝚜𝚔 𝚒𝚏 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚒 𝚑𝚊𝚍 𝚊 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚌𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚕𝚒𝚟𝚎𝚜.