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__________________________I often laughed,
and you often gave me
a dissatisfied look,
till you pressed me
to unfold my past before you
as if it were a roll of pictures.
It was then I felt
respect for you.
Because
you unreservedly
showed me your resolution
to catch something alive in my being,
and to sip the warm blood
running in my body,
by cutting my heart.
At the time ,
I was still living ,
and did not want to die.
So I rejected your request ,
promising to satisfy you some day .
Now I am going to destroy my heart myself ,
and pour my blood into your veins .
I shall be happy
if a new life can enter
into your bosom ,
when my heart has stopped
beating.
— Natsume Soseki [ kokoro ] —
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