𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐋𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓 ;; 𝙃𝙞𝙨𝙤𝙠𝙖, 𝙄𝙡𝙡𝙪𝙢𝙞, 𝘾𝙝𝙧𝙤𝙡𝙡𝙤

𝟏𝟖 - 𝐕𝐔𝐋𝐍𝐄𝐑𝐀𝐁𝐈𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐘

You laid fragile on top of your sheets, legs wide open and dizzy. Hisoka, who edged you, prepped himself up to hear his friend's answer. Illumi eyed you up and down with mixed emotions. It was blatant and apparent that he's struggling to process the sight he's given.

"Can I.. just.. fuck."

"Yeah, that's like the whole point," Hisoka chuckled.

"NO, I mean, ah fuck. Can I just talk to her? I want to talk to her."

For the very first time you saw Illumi flustered. This came as a shock to Hisoka too. Illumi took a deep breath and tried his best to switch back to his useless emotionless state.

"Sure just say it," Hisoka replied.

"I think he meant in private," you answered breathily. Illumi eyed Hisoka to confirm what you said.

"What? Seriously you guys steal all the fun away. Fine," Hisoka babbled in dissatisfaction, walking towards the exit.

"But don't take too long." His amber-colored orbs taunted Illumi's.

"I'm not finished with her," his silky voice echoed in the room as he closed the door completely.

"What the fuck (Y/N)? What the fuck happened to 'always stay by my side'?"

Illumi's voice startled the shit out of you, making you flinch. You were still coming down from nearly climaxing. You sat down on your knees and covered your exposed bare skin with pillows.

"I'm sorry," you apologized.

"How cliché. That's all you can say, huh? That you're sorry?"

"Well what do you want me to say?" you whimpered frustratingly.

"How could you even be so reckless? I was here for a goddamn reason, (Y/N). And you just went off with Hisoka, doing completely the opposite of the exact reason why you needed me in the first place," Illumi yelled at you.

"Well what do you want me to say?" you whimpered again.

"I don't expect you to say anything at all, (Y/N). I'm just worried sick for you."

Your eyes gleamed over the disturbed look on Illumi's face. This emotionless, toneless, flat jerk absolutely cares about you. The awful aftertaste of regret seeped over you.

"Alright," you answered him, voice sounding shaky. "I really am sorry, Illumi, please."

There it is, once again. Illumi looked at you, eyes tinted with affection and adoration. There's no way he couldn't forgive you after hearing that sweet voice of yours. It's purely alluring, and it's his biggest weakness.

"Are you okay? Did he do anything to you?" Illumi's fingers trailed on your fractured leg. The cold sensation of his tips shivered your skin.

"Nothing, he did nothing."

"We both go way back with Hisoka and I know you know how he can be a real jerk sometimes," Illumi continued. "But if he dares or even think about hurting you.."

"..I'll never forgive him."

You huffed and pointed at a piece of clothing on the corner of the room. Illumi caught on and tossed it to you. As you put your underwear on, you realized that you completely owe him an explanation.