In Love With My Trouble

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utieeeeemee

P.S. Ito na po ang hinahanap mo, sis!

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In Love With My Trouble

Paano ba kakomplikado ang isang pag-ibig? Kasing komplikado ba ng math kagaya ng kung gaano ka simple ang equation ay ang hirap pa 'rin e solve? Or is it like science, when someone is identifying this particular scientific matter and calculation to be accurate or verifiable?

Paano ba malalaman kung gaano ka niya kamahal? Wait. Is love even meant to be measured? If someone truly loves you no matter what, how would you know if you're really loved? Through words? Actions? Or... is it from something else?

Paano ba patatagalin ang isang relasyon? That's... something I can't absolutely answer. Even me, myself, don't know how. I guess it depends on both parties choices and decisions whether what to accept and avoid. Most people had happy, hopeless,
miserable, toxic, despair, melancholic, bitter, and heartbroken types of love. Everything happens unexpectedly and a person can't predict what will happen the next times.

Like they always say, 'You can't have a relationship without any fights, jealousy, arguments, tears, and disagreements, but you can make your relationship worth the fight.'

Pero hindi ko inaakalang 'ganon pala 'yon kahirap iwasan dahil darating at darating 'din iyan. But what's worst is yung iniinda at kinakaya mo yung sakit at hapdi na iyong nararamdaman sa kabila ng lahat ng inyong pinagsamahan dahil sa hindi pagkakaintindihan. You will sacrifice anything just for love. And that sucks. It may hurt at first but at the end they claimed it was worth the pain. No one knows what destiny is up to. Sa huli, ikaw pa din naman ang magiging masaya kung magiging matapang at magtiwala ka lang sa kung ano ang kaya mo. Just like me, I'm somewhere between giving up and seeing how much more I can take.

That's what life is, there's ups and downs. It depends on your decision whether you continue or start all over again.
It's only yourself and only yourself can fully understand yourself...

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