Solace in my heart

Who Is Jackson?

"Um Namjoon?"

"Yeah?" Namjoon looked up from the book he was reading.

"Food?"

"Shit...I- um forgot?"

"You forgot to make food?"

"N- no it's just that I- um.."

"Namjoon?"Jin raised his right eyebrow.

"Um...okay so I don't know how to make food...."

"I know that dumbass"

"Um Jin I love you but-

"If you don't eat, I will punish you so badly that you'll never go on a diet again." He said it strictly.

"B- but I am fat." He whined.

"Are you freaking blind? You're not fat you dumb idiot, AND YOU DON'T EAT LUNCH WHAT THE STUPID HECK IS WRONG WITH YOU???"

Namjoon flinched."Oh shit..."

Namjoon got up and said a quick "Bye I love you." And ran away to hide himself with Jin behind holding a pan.

Jin slowly chuckled and went upstairs he knew that Namjoon would most probably hide in Jin's bedroom because hiding in his own room would result in getting caught, so he went to his room and looked around and he saw Namjoon hiding behind the door in order to not get captured so he smirked and slowly went outside and the moment Namjoon heived a sigh and tried to walk out Jin pulled him from his wrist which resulted in both of them falling on Jin's bed.

Jin looked into Namjoon's sparkling eyes and immediately his eyes fell upon Namjoon's lips and Jin bit his lip and looked at Namjoon's eyes again to see that Namjoon was staring back at him.Namjoon's slowly lifted his hand and moved a strand of hair from Jin's face and smiled "oh god please don't burst my heart I don't want to die so soon" thought Jin to himself.

Namjoon licked his lips and kept on staring at Jin" Gosh Jinnie you are the most handsome beautiful human on earth" Namjoon thought to himself,he further looked at his bestfriend and slowly got closer to him,Jin gulped "wait is he going to kiss me?" He asked himself.Namjoon got more closer to him and kissed his cheek and slowly laid his forhead onto Jin's forhead while caressing his hair with his right hand.

"Thank you for moving with me.." he said "I promise everything is going to be alright soon" Jin's eyes softened and he felt tears rushing down his eyes. Jin wiped his tears and slowly moved up from Namjoon's body and laid on hs bed. They laid silently beside each other with only the sound of A/C running in the background.

Namjoon interwined his hands with Jin's hand.

"Who is Jackson?" He asked softly Jin froze was he supposed to tell him,will he leave him after he finds out. All the scenerios came rushing back and he closed his eyes and his hands started trembling he was getting an anxiety attack but he felt himself being hugged and looked up to see Namjoon hugging him and was on Jin's chest.Jin put his hand under Namjoon's neck and Namjoon hugged him tightly.

"I am sorry!, I shouldn't have-" Namjoon replied.

"It's fine...I- I just don't know how you will react after I tell you..."

"It's not like I will bite you or something" Namjoon rolled his eyes. Jin let a soft laugh.

"Um..so Okay, so you know I got into the modelling one year back..."

"Yeah?"

Flashback

It was a cold day and all Jin wanted to do was stay at home,but it was his first day at the modelling agency. He was never a fan of modelling but when he was approached because of his face,Jin didn't want to reject the offer and at that time he thought saving some money is good for his future too.So he agreed to model for the agency.