Solace in my heart

Comfort.

Hoseok walked towards Namjoon's house, when he heard someone clearing their throat, he turned around to see Taehyung ruffling with his hair.

"Oh...Annyeong Taehyungie"

"Annyeong! Hyung"

"Um You came to meet Jin ah..?"

"Um yeah, I dislike him but that doesn't mean I don't have to check up on him"

"Aww aren't you a cutie" Hoseok squeezed Taehyung's cheeks.

"I am not, the heck"

Hoseok smiled, "So how is life?"

"I wish I knew.." He looked at his feet.

"What's up Taehyung?"

He sighed,"I like Namjoon hyung so much hyung, that it hurts"

"I like Jin a lot too Tae, and I know it hurts but this is how life is, you don't always get what you want"

"I know but why is it so hard, I mean I hate the concept of love but I like hyung too much it's...hard"

"Let's go through it together okay..."

"Thank you Hyung.."

"For what?"

"For always listening to me,to be honest nobody even wants to be near me, cus I am a monster in disguise."

"I don't think so, I am pretty sure there is someone who wants to be close to you but you might be pushing that person away"

"I-" He was reminded about the cute Bunny smile who stopped him from killing himself, the one who kept him close while he was crying and didn't judge him.

"Tae..?"

"Yeah..?"

"You zoned out mate"

"Oh.. sorry I"

"That's fine.. so if someone approaches you let him approach you, don't push him back..who knows maybe that's the person who would give you the love and support you need, yeah?"

"Yeah Hyungie..I- thank you"

"Anytime kiddo..want a hug?"

"S- sure"

Hoseok hugged Taehyung and Taehyung embraced it happily, Hoseok's hugs were one of those types he never refuses, it made him safe. Hoseok was that one brother who loves him even with many imperfections and Tae was beyond greatful for that.

"Yah..Hoseokie...Oh Taehyung"

They both looked at Jin who was watching them with an amused look.

"Jin ah.."

"Awesome! You both have come, come in" Jin smiled and backed away only for a head to pop out.

"Who is it?...Oh Tae, and Hoeseokieeeee annyeong"

"Annyeong!" Both of them waved at Namjoon who was keeping his chin on Jin's shoulder.

Taehyung knew it, knew that Namjoon's and Jin's relationship is progressing and in the near future they might end up becoming something more than bestfriends, and even tho he tried to put it at the back of his head, he couldn't, it hurt him, a little too much and Hoseok saw the pain in his eyes, when he turned around to watch the younger one and saw him looking at the grass a bit more enthuastically.

"Um guys will come in a minute...my damn shoelace got untied."

"Yeah..cools.. come to the kitchen"

"Yup sure" Hoseok smiled and started tying his tied shoelace. After a minute he checked whether the Namjin duo left and sighed when he no longer saw them.

"You sure you're okay right?"

"Not really, but I'll be fine Hyungie"

"Okay then let's go in.. and if you feel it hurts too much you can leave, I will make up something and tell Jin hyung"

"Thank you Hyungie, you are amazing"

"Aigoo...I know" He ruffled Taehyung's hair.

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"So what's up"

"The ceiling." Both Namjoon and Jin spoke and started laughing.

"Ew stop turning into Jin ah, Namjoon I swear to God"

"Come on that's how bestfriends supposed to be duh"

"Bestfriends my ass" Hoseok mumbled

"Jin hyung" Taehyung spoke to which Namjoon smiled, he knew that the younger didn't like Jin for some unknown reason and he is glad that Taehyung is getting closer to Jin.

"Yeah..Tae?"

"How was your appointment today?"

"Oh.. that..I don't know it..it's kinda scary there but I'll be fine I guess-"

"Officially therapy starts on Thursday and yeah.."

"You'll be fine Jin hyung, I promise everything will be alright"

Taehyung smiled but with the smile Namjoon gave Jin he wanted to cry, it was too much for him to handle and he knew he had to leave.

"Um excuse me, I-I have a phone call to make."

"Yeah sure!" They smiled, Taehyung looked at Hoseok who gave him a sympathetic smile.

Taehyung got up and came up outside and heaved a sigh, he felt tears picking up his eyes and dripping down his face. He wiped it quickly and started walking, he didn't know when and how but he was in front of Jungkook's house, he heaved a sigh and decided to call Namjoon and to tell them before knocking Jungkook's house door.

"Hello!!"

"Taehyung? Where are you..are you okay?"

"Yeah Hyung..I- some work came up so I left I am sorry I couldn't tell"

"Ah it's fine.. take care"

"You too Bye!"

"Bye"

He kept the call and looked at Jungkook's door, "Should I?"

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Heyloo I am back!! 

I know the update was really far away but my finals are starting in October so I couldn't udate 

I apologize and I hope it's not boring.

enjoy!!

Shai🐥💜