bondita's teen life os

prem ratri!

I know you must be thinking ,tu ek hafte bad ane wala tha na,itni jldi?

le me:hn bhai agya abb phlo...

[let me tell 1 thing,iam not bengali &all poems are mine,1st time iam writing forgive bengali audience]

''Bhālabāsā kēbala kāmanā; mānuṣa balē

bhālabāsā kēbala satya; kr̥ṣṇa balē

bhālabāsā kēbala ābēga,

āmāra hr̥daẏa balē''

the morning sun was butt in, by sankh's sound and worship of durga.yes,this very day...the gay holud or the remark of start of all rituals for a wedding has to be started.

''Bātāsa samaẏa baẏē yāẏa

āmāra mēẏēkē āśīrbāda karuna; durgā

tini cirakāla'i bibāhita ēbaṁ tāra priẏa sbāmīra sāthē kartabyaśīla'' uttered thakuma praying before godess

[wind sways time,

bless my daughter ;durga

she's married forever& dutiful to her beloved husband]

''oh ,thakuma I know I would be to pati babu...''she said gigling

''tu..hn janti hun,shuggan hone ka bhag,aur aurtjaat ka tyag ek nhi hota,waise hi shugaan bna tyg ki baat nhi,jo krlungi,sasural mein chothe bade,sbka dhyn ,aur uchit,sanskaro ka gyan hi kaam ata hei shuggan ko!''

''jiji....haldi agyii...anirudh babu ke ghr se...''said topor in joy

she still remembers thepast days...

as her eyes spoke,''do hafte phele ki chavi hei dekho...........

''tu fir agya...manhoos,vivah ka ghr hei ye..ku aya hei!''said kalindi roaring

''dekhie bs kuch smy baat krkr chla jaonga..''he said calmly

in her room,''dekhie thakuma...''

''teri nhi hun,bondita ki hun...''

''ji ..ji..app badi hei umr mein,smjhdar bhi,bhala bhi chthi hen uska,par mein uska glt nhi chtha,bhale hi atit mein bhot sari gltiyan hui ho...bondita..meri sakhi hei,mera dil hei..aur pyarr krta hun mein usse..''

''kya kha?pyar sakhi? zamindar ho chle jao..deboshih babu ke saath rishtha hei..aur ajj haldi unhiki lgegi...''

''thik hei chlajaonga,khenge toh kbhi nhi mudunga,bas ek shart hei meri ek sawal bhi..''he said smiling

''kese sarth kesa sawal?''kalindi was being impatient to get rid of him

''kya khushi hei bondita ki..sayad hogi,akhir apne jo socha hei,...aur hn shart yei ki bondita...dukhi nhi hogi..agr mn razzi hei isss rishthe ki lie toh..!'

she thought for a while,but she wanted her to be married and be content at any cost!

''ku nhi hogi,bado ki baat,aur pati ka saath, dono vyrth nhi jyega uske lie...tu ja..''

''dekhie mein jnta hun ki mrzi nhi hei..''

''ja..yahn se, mera sabr tute,yan purane ghkam hare ho...ja..''she banged the frame to peices

''jata hun..jabab apne de diya..bondita ki priya thakuma..''

she felt something different,something guilty?for what?

''are waah xekho toh haldi se gaal chmk rhe hen tere,ku sasuma?''

''hn...wo..mughe kuch kaam hei..''