HOW DID WE HAPPEN. — PAIGE BALL. l.a. to n.y. flight.
April 5th. 2022 11:11 am
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"You ok ma?" I heard Melo ask for probably the 100th time since we got out of bed as I blank stared out of the plane window
I responded with the same answer as every time before
"Mhm" with a semi convincing head nod but apparently not convincing enough
Especially not for him. being that we both truly know each other, he knows I'm not okay but I just won't admit it
"You should go back to sleep, that way you're not tired when we land" he advised
"Amor, i'm fine" I don't even face him but put my right hand out and he grabs it kissing the back of my palm and knuckles
I turned his way, meeting his worrying eyes and in that moment my mind roamed with so many thoughts...
Such as him being here with me, him caring for me, plus some of my favorite moments in our relationship, and our family we've blended & created so far.
It all for one split second overshadowed my worry and scares
Damn i know sometimes i'll feel like a dumbass for taking him back, but he's literally taught me what love is in a romantic and unconventional way. although our trust isn't completely rebuilt, we're still married and the heart wants what it want. mine just really wants him
With my free hand, I grabbed the side of his face bringing ours closer and placing a soft tender familiar kiss on his lips, but because it was our first real good one in a while we may have gotten lost in it for bit
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The ding sound allowing passengers to unbuckle seat belts finally alerted us of our surroundings and broke the kiss
I rested my head on his shoulder and closed my eyes silently praying for a moment of peace and strong faith. melo still holding and massaging my hand relaxed me some and I soon finally found a calm slumber
