HOW DID WE HAPPEN.
— LAMELO BALL.
california.Nov. 26 2020
I FEEL LIKE ONCE YOU KNOW SOMEONE'S THERE FOR YOU, AND YOU KNOW THAT THEY LOVE YOU, YOU NEVER ACTUALLY THINK OF THEM AGAIN. It's not until you're about to lose someone that you finally pay attention. I spent a considerable amount of my life with this girl showing her my version of unconditional love and now here we are, the last goodbye"We gather to remember the little things that made a special place in our heart.
To remember those happy times when we laughed and those times when our hearts broke as one.
For who could put a price on memories?
We gather to share the pain
To hurt when you hurt without presuming that our pain is the same.
To cry when you cry and not try to hide or avoid our tears. For tears are memories in motion.
We gather to give the gift of grief
To stand beside you in silence and not be uncomfortable with your tears.
To allow you the gift of mourning this loss and not lose patience
For grief is nature's way of healing a broken heart
We meet here today to honour and pay tribute to the life of our dear Ashley , and to express our love and admiration for her. Also to try to bring some comfort to those of her family and friends who are here and have been deeply hurt by her sudden death." A pastor preached before getting into the sermon for the event
You could see it in everyone's face that no one was genuinely hurt. The reason for her death being the backfire of revenge was no surprise to anyone close to her.
I knew she loved me still, I just didn't take it to heart that she really meant it when she said "if she couldn't have me no one could and she'd die to make sure of it" the last time I saw her
She went after Paige planning to kill her in the accident but we can see how that went
Now i'm here sitting in the back of the small crowd of complete strangers apart from her parents but having my brothers and Denise with me calmed me some
The ceremony was over as quick as it started. It seemed as if no one had anything nice to say so they said nothing at all
Before leaving I spoke to her parents paying my respects which should've really been F u's for having a crazy daughter
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