Love never wanted

Don't need

Nora POVAfter that day I never contacted him nor did he. But one day I had to call him to collect the document that I left at his house but he didn't receive it. It was 10 in the morning and I know he might be already in his office. It was good that I don't have to see him. I was in front of his house hesitant to go inside. Carter has a security lock in his house and he made me one when I visited him so I am not sure it will still work. I entered the password and it opened. I went straight to his bedroom because I kept the document in his desk drawer. I was surprised to see him in his bed. So I decided to take my stuff and get out of there without making any noise. I was keeping things in my bag, I heard him mumble something in his sleep. I turned to him as his back was facing me. Curiosity took the best of me; I went to his side and went closer to his face to understand what he was saying. He was curled up in his blanket and his face was all sweaty.1 His forehead felt hot when I try to wipe his sweat. I didn't know what to do, I shouldn't be here and I don't know anyone who will take care of him. Leaving me with no choice I have to take care of him. I kept changing a cold wet towel over his forehead hoping his fever to come down. Carter POVI woke up with a headache and feeling weak. I sat up and turned to take water from my nightstand. I saw a water bowl with towels. I shift my gaze when I heard footsteps. My eye widen when I was Nora in my room. She came to me and asks if I am okay. She was the last person I expect to see especially after what happened last time. I asked her how she knew about me then she told me she came to take the document when she noticed me.We didn't talk much while she stayed with me for two more days because she was busy with her office work while taking care of me. My heartbeat faster whenever she came closer. I just couldn't take my eyes off her. She sat on the table in front of me while her backing facing me and asking me from time to time if I needed anything.There were no words or any kinship but still, she made me feel things I don't want to experience again. I felt guilty about acting playboy in front of her. Last time I intentionally called her for dinner and showed up drunk with a girl around my arms. I knowingly hurt her. When I saw tears in her eye it made me soft for her. But I did what I am good at so I drag the girl with me to my bedroom tearing her dress off and entered her. My mind was replaying Nora's face with tears which made me more aggressive. I abused the girl underneath me. I stopped when I realized that she passed out. I moved away from her when I saw tears in the corner of her eyes. I was in so much rage that I mistook her for crying as moans. I sat at the edge of the bed regretting what I did to this girl. I go rough only when the girls accept it but I never do this. I stopped contacting Nora and kept a distance from him even if I visit her office for work. That night I understood what power she has over me.