Natasha and scarlett one shots

My baby girl . Gone

Plot reader you going to kill themselves
Mum!scar

Y/n POV

I'm going to do it. I try to search how to kill yourselves on google but its just came up support places . I don't want help if i want help i would of ask google that so i had to search somewhere else . We have a Medicare cabinet in our house . So I'm just going to go in there and I found the jackpot . I just took them right there , I don't care my mum not in she doing whatever actress do i should telll you why I'm doing this welll I don't feel like living i just found out my bff was a fake my dad doesn't give 2 fuck about me I'm the black sheep of the family and me and mum keep arguing i just faint deal with this world anymore i suffer from depression and anxiety my nana said that children can't get that , you don't know the half of it so I don't want to know the rest cause if is isn't bad I don't want to know the rest. Bye

Scarlet POV

"Y/n I'm home" its  silent  to  silent where is she , don't tell me she seek out .
Oh
My
God
"Baby, baby what did you do omg aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa"

"Today we are hear to celebrate the life of y/n johanson , even though she was only 15 but she had so much life in her to last a lifetime but sadly she killed herself'' it on the news 17 of June is the day everybody will celebrate my baby life . My baby . She was supposed to have her own babies get married and live her best life . Why was i so blinded  not to see this "hey scar" i heard chris evans say all the cast has been so lone to me and one always stay over in case i do something stupid , i feel it most for Chris he was been he since day dot with y/n ever since her dad left . He treated her like his own "hey" that's all i said I don't feel like taking her rural tomorrow I don't feel like i can handle it. "Scar i know your upset ,I really do but i think you might want to read this"

Hey mum
If you reading this then you know I've done it to be honest  I fought i would do it sooner but i lasted this long for you i know it might not be as long as you would of like but I couldn't deal with it any longer and I'm truly I'm sorry the last thing i would want to do is to hurt u love u mama

By the send i was crying i hut my baby girl is away for ever . I can't do anything , Chris just bear hug me close all night till i feel asleep

Going to the church:

There was thousands of people on the streets . Some cameras but my baby got the turn out she deserved

Today were here not to mourn but to celebrate the life that was y/n , y/n was a kind and lovable girl ,I known her since she was born, she was a mama girl , if you ever need supper she was there , but we weren't here for her, y/n life shouldn't be need , we shouldn't be here , so for y/n were going to after the services let off  balloons which y/n might see i love you y/n baby never ever forget that" liz said now i need to go up but I can't . I really caint I'm a crying mess . How can i be like this GOD get yourself togher right I'm going to do this
"my baby girl i wish you just talk to me or someone i caint live my life without you , but i guess were just felling what you were felling, killing you self don't stop the sadness , the guilt , the felling that you feel you'll never leave you it just pass it on"

"Bye baby girl i love you" i whisper into my ballon and let it go

Now it is good bye